Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Second day without you

It was sunny. The wind was breezing slightly. Everything looked like the same except you. There's no your smile, joke teasing me, lunch feast, coffee break, mobile messages and play. I miss everything we shared before.

When you called me last time, I was thinking of you reading your notes. I heard vibration of my phone and I pick it up. I thought you would leave at 10, so I didn't think you would call me at 9:41. I recalled that number, but you didn't answer like yesterday. I was crying a lot because of regret. I should have answered....

I went to swimming pool to refresh my mind. I swam so hard and lost one kilo again.
Now I am 57kg. Last night I didn't sleep well. I only slept for 6 hours and had 5 classes instead of Mr.Jeong. I have to work this Saturday, too. He has an appointment on this day, Viki and I will teach dumb kids.

When i had break time, Chansuk came to me and told me "Nick teacher wanted to say this to you. He liked you so much and wanted to marry you someday." I was happy to hear your saying from him and I could work hard.

From tomorrow Test day starts. It's lucky for us. Although we have seven classes, if you make kids take tests, we can sit and just take rest more. I don't worry this week. The problem is next week. ㅠ0ㅠ I don't know what to do.

I just want to leave here and follow you soon. I miss you a lot. And I hope I can dream of you tonight. Tonight I made two owls for you,soon I'll send them to you.
Maybe every month. I'm not sure how many I can make them every night. If I'm tired, I won't make them.

Honey, I love you so much. I can't say my love in words like you. It's not enough I say love you every day, every moment and forever. Hopefully talk to you soon.

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