Beyond the words

Today I woke up so ealry and then I fell asleep again. I dreamt of you and wanted to stay with you a little bit more. I heard the vibration of my phone. It was you. I was so happy to hear your voice. It always makes me comfortable and happy. I think you know what I am saying. Although I call you, but I don't say anything to you, you will understand my mind. When I think of you, my heart beat is getting faster and my head starts to think about us. Sometimes we are like old couples who have lived for 40 years already.

I left home almost 11. Cause there were lots of thing to do. washing the dishes, clothes, cleaning your key holder and sewing something for you. It's still secret though. Missing my own thing made me nervous. After swimming, when I took a shower, my necklace was broken. So golden pendant dropped on the shower booth. I didn't notice that I lost it until I dried my hair. I thought it's an evil omen. I was worried about you. Thanks to god, I found them all and I won't wear it at all.

Anyway, as I told you yesterday, I made my own lunchbox. Today's menu was fried kimchi-tuna rice. That is one of my favorites and good food to make people healthy. Especially you. haha. I had fresh green apple too. Two days ago, I brought it at work and shared with Viki. And also we had cool ice black coffee and cookies. Don't you envy us? I finished writing students' report cards except 7 kids who don't want to follow my instruction and have their own opinions.

Before we left work place, Mr.J came to us and started to explain his lots of homework. I didn't want to hear his excuses at all. But there was no way to run away or avoid it. He is so stubborn and high and mighty. Finally, Even Molly came to me and started about her homework, although her homework was the least of all kids. That's only 9 times. I'm pretty sure if Mr.J keeps his own way without any adjustment, the academy will disappear soon.

At home, I had ramyeon and rice. It was good, but my condition was bad. I was so starving and my stomachache was almost empty. Because of spicy I felt hurt my stomach, soon I have to go to bathroom. Just for a moment, I should not eat spicy and hot food at all.

I thought of you a lot except work time. There's no room to think because of kids. They are little devils. It's true. They have masks to avoid their nature. The more I teach many classes, the more I could understand you a lot. How much you are treated by kids, How may times you should just tolerate that situations and How long you try to fix several problems.

I can't say words how much I understand and love you. We don't need to say to each other about our mind or thinking. I know your mind and think you will know my mind too. It's not acquired thing. We are better half to each other. That's why we know this very well. The God admits our relationship and bless us.