Knitting my life

That's work, sewing and thinking. Although work at the academy is so bad, I can't help including it in my life. Everyday I do my work and am afftected by it, in spite of I don't want it at all. Today I taught 7 classes and my legs hurt so much. One of the bad things in the morning is to go to work. I don't want to work. I need rest more. But at the same time I need to earn money for our future. As I told you, I don't want to live poorly. And also I don't want you to work so much. I want to help you more, and be your helper.

Sewing is my life nowadays. If I don't have this hobby, how can I endure every moment and hour? When I'm sewing, I don't think about anything. I just focus on my work without interruption. It helps me not to think so much and look down. Whenever I make something for you, I just feel happy to show my work to you soon. I can imagine smiling your face looking at my works.

Thinking is my friend and enemy. You know why I say like this. I don't want to refer about this at all. I am still not good and I still feel empty because of your leaving.

Today Viki and I talked about level up students. There are no kids who can level up except two or three kids. D classes students are dropping and we have to make kids level up to fill out the empty. If we lose the kids (especially D classes), we can't keep the academy well. It will be collapsed soon.

Mr. Jeong yelled at us yesterday because of homework. He thought that we have to give more homework to kids. As you know the situation, the more he gives lots of homework to kids, the more they complains about that in my and Viki's classes. He is making the situation worse. Finally, Alexa told her mom about this, she may quit soon. She is not my favorite, but I don't want to lose my kids like this.

I think I talked about work so much. Sorry. Nowadays I'm surrounded by work, work, and work. I am still translating my brother's work at home, and It will finish it before this sunday. I don't know this work makes me study more or not. But I'm pretty sure I can read the paragraphes faster than before.

And also I am still studying the vocabularies and listening, too. It's still hard for me though. I want to see your school more, ride your bike, go to Food for Thoughts, meet your old friends, greet to your parents and enjoy my future with you.