The warm cool air hugs me and I can feel the coming of Fall. I like this feeling because for me it means busy preparation time for the coming of Winter. Fall will not last long.
Today was a slow day. Its a Universal rest day. I don't think I did as much as I could have. I talked to some friends, got some homework started and basically rested up for a busy week.
I told a friend about my friends passing. I hate having to bear bad news but its better to tell them than for them to find out some other way. I am apart of a cross country family that I love dearly but its changing. People are getting married, and moving on in some way or another. I want to get engaged soon. I hope I can.
So I made some house repairs but now I will have to wait until tomorrow since its too dark to see. Just like my friend Peter I seem to be waiting for time to pass by quicker. Right now Missoula is kind of a slow place.
I want to do well in my homework and hope I can regain my focus that I lost this week due to unforeseeable events.
I am hoping to put everything together this week. I want to become a writer and do some research that seems worthwhile. I don't know if I am doing what is needed to do well in the class but time will tell.
I am going to try to get more involved in the University soon. I have some ideas about improving the current situation but all I want right now is just a determined focus to get back to my happy spot.
I write this with no regard to anything. I want to pour my heart out I want to tell you just how much I love you because its indescribable its apart of me. I think I would die without it. I don't plan on going anywhere without it.
I want to fight all battles over all landscapes all in the name of Love. Today I had some personal problems with family, friends, school work but nothing can end me as I am fixated on a glowing future.
I look forward to tomorrow with a new fury inside and I will crush all demons that creep up. I promise to full fill all of our dreams in every way shape, etc. possible.
There is nothing to worry about or nothing that you should endure badly for my love is a shining light and will protect you from all of your fears. I am 100% certain of this.
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