Thursday, September 18, 2008

Model Citizens

We may not have much money, we may not have certifications. We may need to find more time to develop our skills but we do have the best thing in the world...Love.

Our love is in the purest of forms. In my opinion its the most fitting match anyone could ever come across in the Universe. Our limitations are only set by ourselves. As someone once said in history the only thing to fear is fear itself.


Today I walked through Campus late at night reminiscent of what I used to do as an Undergrad who was literally trying to find my way. At that time I would be saying hello to everyone because I knew all the people here. I was a big shot on campus. I felt proud because I was so well known and therefore I could help people. It was nice to feel important during my undergrad years. I recall mostly fond experiences.


Now Campus is a desolate place. I see Freshman who mirrored me and my friends in what seems like a millennium ago. I don't remember throwing Frisbees and living carefree. I don't know what its like to worry about History 101 or some other rudimentary classes. I had no concept of how to deal with life. College was the ultimate thrill and total freedom.

Now I have changed. I am more or less on my own. I know this town and campus quite well but I am a ghost amongst hundreds of strangers in a place that used to be second nature to me...oh the irony.



Its now in the morning and I will be talking to you again soon. As you know I would love to get a call from you 24-7. You are my future so when you need I need. I am resolved to make a better future for us.

Today I started a paper about Korean Culture and Language. I am hoping that it will help me understand Korean language better. I also hope to finish it within a few weeks.

I need to work harder on everything because school is making me tired. I should get all passing grades but I am worried about later more than now. I am going to be real honest and tell you its hard to sleep still just because I feel so bothered about things.


I paid for rent yesterday so that means I can live in this house until November 1st without paying more. I think I am technically done to because my roommate will have to pay for the rest of the year.


I am keeping on keeping on as they say... I know that no matter what happens I will attain this

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