dinner time

I learned in Korea that dinners are supposed to be non-serious affairs. Where light hearted conversation takes place and not something so serious.


I had a fine day today. I got homework done and figured out a lot of important things.

I went out to dinner with my roommate. MY roommate has some issues. He plays computer games all day. He doesn't work and he doesn't go to school. He has a nice personality which makes him likable and we can enjoy many things together. My roommate had a rough summer where some bad things happened to him.


Over the time we had dinner together my roommate decided to talk to me about something that was the top thing in my life. He was judging my future. I get so unnerved that i can't talk or anything. It hurts when people I like judge my situation. I defend things and tell people I am figuring things out.


I made the mistake of talking about it though. I don't want to make you sad or anything. Sometimes I can't believe the amount of stress I have had to take from my friends. From Bryant/Traci, to Aaron to all of my friends back home who consequently don't hang out with me much or at all anymore.


I personally can't wait to leave here since my friends are all gone. I just want to start a future with you. DONT be sad cause of me ever ok. You re loved so much by me.

When I go to class your my inspiration behind finishing. When I go to bed your are my first and last thought before I fall asleep. I can't truly express how much I love you but the fact is, is that I don't want you to feel sad ever.

I am trying so hard to make good future for us. You're all I think about. You are the only constant in my life right now honey. I am not wanting to appear weak or sad but as you know me the truth is that I love you and need you so much. You are the driving force of my life and i never want to let you down.


We are same. SAME SAME
When you are feeling down I am feeling down. Our happiness radiates outward honey I will never make you sad on purpose.