I don't like Halloween at all. I really never have. Giving candy to kids goes against the whole moral lesson of accepting candy from strangers. How can kids learn and grow up properly if they go door to door asking for candy?
Sadly, I recall last year and how Mr. J's selfishness made me so angry. I shouldn't think so much but it makes me feel bad. Today, I was in a bad mood most of the day mainly due to my roommate. Sometimes, he is so insensitive. I wish he would learn to curb his mouth before I leave. Also, we are going to get a new roommate which isn't legal but it will save us some money and also allow Paul to have a new roommate when I leave in December. I guess he is coming in a week though so now I am going to have to put up with more problems. Paul is being very uncooperative with me about this.
What a messs uh?
Honey, last night you said that you felt bad. It pains me to hear that. I really do want to understand anything and everything. Someday we will marry and it will be the happiest day of my life... I felt bad because of the pressure you get and I wish I could help you more.
Tomorrow is November and I am so excited I think it will be a better time!
Honey the job I got is an adult teaching job which is 5 minutes away from Busan station. I think I will sign a contract in a week or so and send some papers. When you are sad I am same all the time. TOGETHER LETS WORK and we can solve everything.
more to follow soon..
Friday, October 31, 2008
Starbucks coffee shop.
Today was at the end of October and at the same time Halloween day. We didn't have any party at work, because we had party last week already. I didn't participate in there though.
I just watched Halloween party scene on TV, so I really want to enjoy the party. Skeleton costume, witches, wizards, ghosts and black cats... Scary pumpkin and thrilled music.. Everything is strange to me. Is it fun or boring? Interesting or scaring? I wonder a lot.
I got up early in the morning to see Pearl. I was a little late and we went to Starbucks together. It was good place for gloomy cloudy day. Hot coffee and warm scone made us feel better and keep warm.
Pearl lost her weight a lot since she came back from Australia. When I met her before Chuseok, she gained a lot because of sweet donuts. She had curly short hair and it made her look younger than her real age.
We talked about you, her someone who could be boy friend, but unfortunately couldn't be and everything we were interested in. After our short meeting, I went downtown to shop with my mom. We went some shops and found several coats and jackets. But they were too expensive to buy.
If I have 400$, I can buy at least 2 or 3 coats. Nowadays it's Depression time and most of people don't want to spend lots of money for their clothing or food. How do they sell such a high price coat? In addition, they insisted that coat was on sale. I think it's all bubble. Maybe Brand Power.
It rained a little bit so I had to eat something hot. I ordered dumpling soup and shared with Viki. I didn't share with new teacher. As I told you before, he is The God of Gluttony. After C class, I went into the teacher's room and he was almost finished eating bread. Viki was angry because of that, so we didn't share snack with him at all.
Mr. J bought a new coppy machine. I was surprised of him to pay a lot of money just for machine. He added this you could get oil refund like tax refund because you worked here last year. Under 30000$ for a year, we can get oil refund. It's 240$. If you apply within this month, you could be get some money.
I just watched Halloween party scene on TV, so I really want to enjoy the party. Skeleton costume, witches, wizards, ghosts and black cats... Scary pumpkin and thrilled music.. Everything is strange to me. Is it fun or boring? Interesting or scaring? I wonder a lot.
I got up early in the morning to see Pearl. I was a little late and we went to Starbucks together. It was good place for gloomy cloudy day. Hot coffee and warm scone made us feel better and keep warm.
Pearl lost her weight a lot since she came back from Australia. When I met her before Chuseok, she gained a lot because of sweet donuts. She had curly short hair and it made her look younger than her real age.
We talked about you, her someone who could be boy friend, but unfortunately couldn't be and everything we were interested in. After our short meeting, I went downtown to shop with my mom. We went some shops and found several coats and jackets. But they were too expensive to buy.
If I have 400$, I can buy at least 2 or 3 coats. Nowadays it's Depression time and most of people don't want to spend lots of money for their clothing or food. How do they sell such a high price coat? In addition, they insisted that coat was on sale. I think it's all bubble. Maybe Brand Power.
It rained a little bit so I had to eat something hot. I ordered dumpling soup and shared with Viki. I didn't share with new teacher. As I told you before, he is The God of Gluttony. After C class, I went into the teacher's room and he was almost finished eating bread. Viki was angry because of that, so we didn't share snack with him at all.
Mr. J bought a new coppy machine. I was surprised of him to pay a lot of money just for machine. He added this you could get oil refund like tax refund because you worked here last year. Under 30000$ for a year, we can get oil refund. It's 240$. If you apply within this month, you could be get some money.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
a days hike
I have been hiking a little bit more than I have done before lately. I have also been going with my roommate which unfortunately can be annoying. He is a good person to talk to but sometimes he isn't really listening and he is judgmental. We share a lot of laughs but its not the same as it used to be. I just try to think of being with you and it makes me feel better.
Today I had 2 classes. I stayed for both of them, originally I was going to leave early to meet my roommate so he could go on a date of some sort but I stayed and got out late because the teacher wouldn't stop talking.
After getting home I went to the mall with my friend and had lunch. Later I went on a hike with my roommate.
I cooked a great dinner and watched a good movie. Its too bad its not the weekend but tomorrow it is. I hope that you got my package and I can't wait to talk to you.
Honey you are the pinacle of my life. I will write a story about that. Its november and that means I will be going back in less than a month. I hope you come here with me soon.
I love you.
Today I had 2 classes. I stayed for both of them, originally I was going to leave early to meet my roommate so he could go on a date of some sort but I stayed and got out late because the teacher wouldn't stop talking.
After getting home I went to the mall with my friend and had lunch. Later I went on a hike with my roommate.
I cooked a great dinner and watched a good movie. Its too bad its not the weekend but tomorrow it is. I hope that you got my package and I can't wait to talk to you.
Honey you are the pinacle of my life. I will write a story about that. Its november and that means I will be going back in less than a month. I hope you come here with me soon.
I love you.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Swimming for fun
Honey as you know me, one of my favorite sports is swimming. I have swum for 2 years and it's good for my health. I can improve health condition, function of heart and lung, endurance and metabolism.
To learn or try new skill is not easy. For the first time, I almost drowned and swang my arms continuously. I drank lots of dirty water at that time, felt bad, and thought of quitting swimming.
Today I learned how to dive. It was really fun. If I learn a little bit more, I think I can do this very well than anyone else. haha. I am proud of myself too much.
When we were in the pool together, It was not bad. I just wanted you to take swimming lesson and enjoy swimming more with me. You can do backcrawl so you need to learn crawl, butterfly, and breast.
Butterfly stroke is the most difficult and hard skill. You can learn this after crawl, back crawl and then breast. I tried to push myself out of the water in the pool, but It was too hard.
Soon I hope we can swim together and you can learn how to swim systematically. Then we can enjoy more than before. Let's try more and enjoy more.
To learn or try new skill is not easy. For the first time, I almost drowned and swang my arms continuously. I drank lots of dirty water at that time, felt bad, and thought of quitting swimming.
Today I learned how to dive. It was really fun. If I learn a little bit more, I think I can do this very well than anyone else. haha. I am proud of myself too much.
When we were in the pool together, It was not bad. I just wanted you to take swimming lesson and enjoy swimming more with me. You can do backcrawl so you need to learn crawl, butterfly, and breast.
Butterfly stroke is the most difficult and hard skill. You can learn this after crawl, back crawl and then breast. I tried to push myself out of the water in the pool, but It was too hard.
Soon I hope we can swim together and you can learn how to swim systematically. Then we can enjoy more than before. Let's try more and enjoy more.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Sharing and Togetherness
A give and take relationship is the most ideal one. If one person is doing all the giving and another is doing all the taking its never going to work.
One should never give out of a feeling of obligation but do so naturally. I know many people who don't understand this basic concept. I have never met Jeff but I am going to be happy when you are free from him. Miss J and Mr. J never had that concept so I always felt weird being around them. They made me miserable when it came to my experience there. At times, thats why I felt bad when we would try to do something nice.
In my opinion, its not worth the energy caring about selfish people. Jeff came and should have tried harder I am so happy he will be gone in a week or so.
OUR relationship is the most perfect one I know. We share our ideas freely and easily and we do so with no expectation of reward.
Sometimes I may sound "mushy" also known as oily but it is never meant to come out that way. I an so in love with you that when I am not working on something like homework I am always thinking of you.
I wrote you a letter today but I will try to send it tomorrow if I get the time.
You are my better half you were pretty much from the get go and since finding you I have come to realize what exactly Life is worth.
I don't want Jeff to get under your skin. I am coming to Korea hopefully as soon as December 1st but I am not sure yet. I want so much to happen when I get there and make everything better.
I will try not to worry about your health. I know you are a strong woman but naturally I care and just think about ways of making things work.
Today I just went to my class and watched some tv. I am getting some things done here and there. I have a lot to tell you soon.
Talk soon Sweetie
One should never give out of a feeling of obligation but do so naturally. I know many people who don't understand this basic concept. I have never met Jeff but I am going to be happy when you are free from him. Miss J and Mr. J never had that concept so I always felt weird being around them. They made me miserable when it came to my experience there. At times, thats why I felt bad when we would try to do something nice.
In my opinion, its not worth the energy caring about selfish people. Jeff came and should have tried harder I am so happy he will be gone in a week or so.
OUR relationship is the most perfect one I know. We share our ideas freely and easily and we do so with no expectation of reward.
Sometimes I may sound "mushy" also known as oily but it is never meant to come out that way. I an so in love with you that when I am not working on something like homework I am always thinking of you.
I wrote you a letter today but I will try to send it tomorrow if I get the time.
You are my better half you were pretty much from the get go and since finding you I have come to realize what exactly Life is worth.
I don't want Jeff to get under your skin. I am coming to Korea hopefully as soon as December 1st but I am not sure yet. I want so much to happen when I get there and make everything better.
I will try not to worry about your health. I know you are a strong woman but naturally I care and just think about ways of making things work.
Today I just went to my class and watched some tv. I am getting some things done here and there. I have a lot to tell you soon.
Talk soon Sweetie
Today's....
Today I took a rest enough at home with mom. She set the table for me. It was delicious but I didn't digest the food well. So I had to take medicine.
When you are hungry and you can't eat food because of your digestion, it's terrible. Today I was hungry but I couldn't eat well. I felt my stomach was filled with something wrong so wanted to take out everything inside. Hunger is better than bad digestion.
After calling you, I walked a little bit. The wind was cold and chill. From tomorrow, I will wear warmer clothes then I won't be cold anymore. You don't need to worry about my health condition at all. It will be useless.
Mom made candy bar like caramel. It was sticky, sweet and yellow. "Glutinous rice jelly" is the correct word. I looked up this word right now. If you boil water and powdered malt together for a long time, it gets sticky more and more. And then put it on the flour and cut little pieces. It's clutinous rice jelly.
Um.. now let's talk about "Give and take" What is good and bad? Just giving someone without receiving? or Taking something from someone without relationship? Nowadays I am thinking about this a lot. When you were here, I didn't think about this at all.
I don't like unilaterally taking or giving. If I receive something from someone, he/she will think about reward. And If I don't give him/her anything, the relationship won't grow and be close. In addition, The more I will feel burden the more I get it.
If I give all the time without reward, I will think he/she is so rude and doesn't know social manner. I think people are the same here and there. They like receiving and also giving. Cause when I see your smile, I am happier.
HOney, I am really happy you are my better half. You know what is manner, true love, give and take, and also what is better for us.
When you are hungry and you can't eat food because of your digestion, it's terrible. Today I was hungry but I couldn't eat well. I felt my stomach was filled with something wrong so wanted to take out everything inside. Hunger is better than bad digestion.
After calling you, I walked a little bit. The wind was cold and chill. From tomorrow, I will wear warmer clothes then I won't be cold anymore. You don't need to worry about my health condition at all. It will be useless.
Mom made candy bar like caramel. It was sticky, sweet and yellow. "Glutinous rice jelly" is the correct word. I looked up this word right now. If you boil water and powdered malt together for a long time, it gets sticky more and more. And then put it on the flour and cut little pieces. It's clutinous rice jelly.
Um.. now let's talk about "Give and take" What is good and bad? Just giving someone without receiving? or Taking something from someone without relationship? Nowadays I am thinking about this a lot. When you were here, I didn't think about this at all.
I don't like unilaterally taking or giving. If I receive something from someone, he/she will think about reward. And If I don't give him/her anything, the relationship won't grow and be close. In addition, The more I will feel burden the more I get it.
If I give all the time without reward, I will think he/she is so rude and doesn't know social manner. I think people are the same here and there. They like receiving and also giving. Cause when I see your smile, I am happier.
HOney, I am really happy you are my better half. You know what is manner, true love, give and take, and also what is better for us.
Last week of october
Its now Tuesday and my days seem to be just one big one. I bought a book yesterday so I could finish my last report and at the end of this week I will finish my midterm. I found a job ysterday and think that even though I will only make 2.1 I will take this one. I am trying to write a lot more in my stories, letters, everything because its one of the few things that make me feel well.
I will finish this week and be a lot happier about school! Its almost November and I have a lot of things to prepare soon.
Yesterday was so nice I spent a lot of time just resting around the house and at the same time I got a lot of things done too! I am hoping that this coming weekend I can finish a lot more so I can enjoy a longer vacation.
I wont go home next week though because my family is still really busy. I will just enjoy it here in Missoula I think.
Today I am taking a small break and going to try to get my health back a little.
I hope to watch more movies soon as well. I talked to my friend Sam yesterday and he told me that Peter was no longer in Las Angeles so that should mean that Peter is somewhere in Missoula so hopefully he will give me a call soon. Its going to be interesting here soon
Thats all the major news I can think of right now. I am going to mail you a letter I hope today.
Love you a bunch
I will finish this week and be a lot happier about school! Its almost November and I have a lot of things to prepare soon.
Yesterday was so nice I spent a lot of time just resting around the house and at the same time I got a lot of things done too! I am hoping that this coming weekend I can finish a lot more so I can enjoy a longer vacation.
I wont go home next week though because my family is still really busy. I will just enjoy it here in Missoula I think.
Today I am taking a small break and going to try to get my health back a little.
I hope to watch more movies soon as well. I talked to my friend Sam yesterday and he told me that Peter was no longer in Las Angeles so that should mean that Peter is somewhere in Missoula so hopefully he will give me a call soon. Its going to be interesting here soon
Thats all the major news I can think of right now. I am going to mail you a letter I hope today.
Love you a bunch
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Cooking Realization
Today I cooked Spaghetti and I thought about how much I wanted to cook for you. When I was in college the first time I was too poor to make anything too special. Today I put in tomatoes, onions, meat, and seasoning. In my opinion, I think I am becoming a good cook and want so much to be back-up to you. I would cook you well when you were sick or tired and also when you needed a break at our restuarant.
Cooking may be something that I will like to do more. I thought of the ingredients as adding spice to life.
One of the things you taught me was to do things well or not at all. I am spending more time on figuring out dilema's and not rushing into anything. I am noticing a lot of changes that I am now going through as a result of going abroad. I can tell honey its well worth it if you can.
I am writing you a letter that I want to send this week as soon as possible.
Soon I will be getting ready for school and talking to you as well.
just like the simmering in the pan of my meat as I cook I am seeing just how fast time is going. I pray it goes faster because more than anything I just want November to get here. In November everyting I need to do is going to happen. I don't know why.
Babe~ Reading your stories makes me feel so much happier and thank you so much for my second best sleeping partner. haha.
I love your artwork. I have your keyholder, glasses case, bear, welcome sign, heart, and many other things that I cherish so much. I want to buy us a hutch so we can put them on display. Honey I love you so much. Thank you for making me feel so special
Cooking may be something that I will like to do more. I thought of the ingredients as adding spice to life.
One of the things you taught me was to do things well or not at all. I am spending more time on figuring out dilema's and not rushing into anything. I am noticing a lot of changes that I am now going through as a result of going abroad. I can tell honey its well worth it if you can.
I am writing you a letter that I want to send this week as soon as possible.
Soon I will be getting ready for school and talking to you as well.
just like the simmering in the pan of my meat as I cook I am seeing just how fast time is going. I pray it goes faster because more than anything I just want November to get here. In November everyting I need to do is going to happen. I don't know why.
Babe~ Reading your stories makes me feel so much happier and thank you so much for my second best sleeping partner. haha.
I love your artwork. I have your keyholder, glasses case, bear, welcome sign, heart, and many other things that I cherish so much. I want to buy us a hutch so we can put them on display. Honey I love you so much. Thank you for making me feel so special
Oops
I already wrote one long story. But I mis clicked just one time. So all of my sentences removed. I couldn't remember what I wrote exactly. Should I write one more time? I am OTL now.
Last night my sister's family came home at 10:30 pm. We ordered some pork food at that time and went to bed at 1 am. I couldn't use my computer at all because of bad connection condition and there was no way I could let you know I couldn't use my computer.
On sunday morning, Mom and I had to go to Daegu for relative's wedding. My sister wanted to go there so we got on her car and went to Daegu together. During wedding, she, her husband and nephews went to the park to enjoy the sunlight.
After the wedding, we went shopping and I spent 300$ for my family. Her husband's birthday and elder nephew's birthday are near so I gave them presents. And also I bought jackets for my dad and my brother. They are all fashionable.
As you know me, I have a good skill about choosing clothes. I am really happy to see their happy smiles.
Oh honey, today I didn't bring my phone today. I turned off the alarm in the morning and then let it on my bed and left home without it. For the first time, I didn't know this. I really hope you didn't worry about me much. I will care more about this.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH. TALK SOON ^^
Last night my sister's family came home at 10:30 pm. We ordered some pork food at that time and went to bed at 1 am. I couldn't use my computer at all because of bad connection condition and there was no way I could let you know I couldn't use my computer.
On sunday morning, Mom and I had to go to Daegu for relative's wedding. My sister wanted to go there so we got on her car and went to Daegu together. During wedding, she, her husband and nephews went to the park to enjoy the sunlight.
After the wedding, we went shopping and I spent 300$ for my family. Her husband's birthday and elder nephew's birthday are near so I gave them presents. And also I bought jackets for my dad and my brother. They are all fashionable.
As you know me, I have a good skill about choosing clothes. I am really happy to see their happy smiles.
Oh honey, today I didn't bring my phone today. I turned off the alarm in the morning and then let it on my bed and left home without it. For the first time, I didn't know this. I really hope you didn't worry about me much. I will care more about this.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH. TALK SOON ^^
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Lonely without You
Honey I finished a lot of homework and I worked really hard today. I am feeling better about where I am in school. I think i was begining to crack under too much stress.
The last couple days I think I put my foot in my mouth and made things worse than they needed to be. I spent a lot of time thinking about this today. Just ask any of my friends.
I was the happiest today when I opened your package. I love everything in there from the nice shirts, delicious cookies which I gobbled up to the nice ornaments. Honey you said it right in your letter they are cute like us. Honey I hope to put on a Christmas tree someday.
Its a tradition in my family. WE used to hang ornaments to a tree on Christmas and my family collected nice decorations.
I am happy to hear that your i-pod can play videos. Babe I want to curl myself up to you and watch one with you asap.
I am ecited that my dreams are coming more real daily.
Thank you so much for you package it has already brightened my week. Today I relaxed after putting in a 3 hour study session. It was brutal.
I am realizing more and more just how much I need you. Everything I am doing is to get back to you and make our dreams reality. Honey I know I screw up and I know I am not always thinking but I really do hope you know I am not doing this on purpose.
The last couple days I think I put my foot in my mouth and made things worse than they needed to be. I spent a lot of time thinking about this today. Just ask any of my friends.
I was the happiest today when I opened your package. I love everything in there from the nice shirts, delicious cookies which I gobbled up to the nice ornaments. Honey you said it right in your letter they are cute like us. Honey I hope to put on a Christmas tree someday.
Its a tradition in my family. WE used to hang ornaments to a tree on Christmas and my family collected nice decorations.
I am happy to hear that your i-pod can play videos. Babe I want to curl myself up to you and watch one with you asap.
I am ecited that my dreams are coming more real daily.
Thank you so much for you package it has already brightened my week. Today I relaxed after putting in a 3 hour study session. It was brutal.
I am realizing more and more just how much I need you. Everything I am doing is to get back to you and make our dreams reality. Honey I know I screw up and I know I am not always thinking but I really do hope you know I am not doing this on purpose.
Video clips and I-pod
When I woke up in the morning, it rained outside. It was cold so I didn't get out of my bed. I wanted to eat something hot, stay home before I went to work. The air was fresh and chill at the same time.
It didn't pour, but rained all day. I wore warm black sweater and skirt including my black shoes. My work wasn't bad, cause I had two tests. They was only my rest time in a month. Besides, some kids didn't come at the academy to prepare their school exam. I think it's mid-term exam.
Today I succeeded to put some video clips in my I-pod. I can see movies anywhere and I will bring it with me all the time. I-pod is much better than my MP3 player. It's old fashioned and I got it from my senior friend for free. I can only listen to music. There's no function to watch a movie like I-pod or I-touch.
I think you can put some video clips in your I-pod, too. Although it's third generation, it's possible. After downloading some movies, maybe you have to use "Encoder" to change the file extension. You can put ONLY MP4 files in your I-pod. If you want to know more about this, ask me. ok?
Everyday I will watch different kinds of animations or movies. Nowadays I am interested in Japanimation(=Japan Animation) and soap drama. Watching movie in the bed is good way. I can stay warm and take a rest, too.
It didn't pour, but rained all day. I wore warm black sweater and skirt including my black shoes. My work wasn't bad, cause I had two tests. They was only my rest time in a month. Besides, some kids didn't come at the academy to prepare their school exam. I think it's mid-term exam.
Today I succeeded to put some video clips in my I-pod. I can see movies anywhere and I will bring it with me all the time. I-pod is much better than my MP3 player. It's old fashioned and I got it from my senior friend for free. I can only listen to music. There's no function to watch a movie like I-pod or I-touch.
I think you can put some video clips in your I-pod, too. Although it's third generation, it's possible. After downloading some movies, maybe you have to use "Encoder" to change the file extension. You can put ONLY MP4 files in your I-pod. If you want to know more about this, ask me. ok?
Everyday I will watch different kinds of animations or movies. Nowadays I am interested in Japanimation(=Japan Animation) and soap drama. Watching movie in the bed is good way. I can stay warm and take a rest, too.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sharing Peas
Sometimes I think I was born a Korean and just mis placed at birth. I have always thought differently than many or most of my peers. I have felt that way for a long time. I had a hard time fitting in with many people and when people would turn against me my mom would always say its because you are wanting to much. While I was growing up I often shared more than I should have if that makes any sense.
Its hard to explain but to me some people thought I could be too nice at times.
Your stories of hardships at work make me understand things better. I like the expression to share a pea amongst 10 people. I think that more sharing would make the world feel better ultimately.
We all need to rely on each other more. I am shocked that Jeff has no concept of sharing whatsoever. Its easy to buy lunch or a snack for people every now and then. I think thats common sense. Most people do things without looking for a reward its just mutually understood that you rub my back and I will scratch yours.
Honey one of the things that I didn't like was that everything seemed work. I couldn't be friends with Mr. Jeong because it was all work. If I didn't work for him maybe I would have enjoyed talking to him more. When I go back to Korea I want to work only 5 days because I want a full weekend to devote to you. I get more excited everyday just thinking of going back. Time is going by so fast.
our country is about to undergo a transformation. We will either show the world a new democracy with the first Black man elected president and in my opinion a new hope for world opinion or we will continue to go down the trenches with another Republican who will more than likely keep us at war.
I am hopeful about our country.
I do know that the world is full of people like Jeff. Self centered egotistical, selfish, judgmental and purposefully hurtful. I want to kill him actually. He bothers me a lot because he infringes on your privat things. I am in disbelief about that.
SHARING PEAS can be a restuarant slogan
KIM PALMERS
WE SHARE PEAS
EAT Healthy and Be HAppy
I really pray we can open good restuarant. Honey the Economy will get better, our world views will also get better and more than HOPE exists for everything.
I am excited to show you something soon!
Honey I hope that Tuesday went well. Have a good time with your brother and say hello to my future brother in law.
Maybe he can help me get a job?
I am thinking so much of you and can't wait to share more with you. Honey CRACK UP ok Always
I will write again soon!
Its hard to explain but to me some people thought I could be too nice at times.
Your stories of hardships at work make me understand things better. I like the expression to share a pea amongst 10 people. I think that more sharing would make the world feel better ultimately.
We all need to rely on each other more. I am shocked that Jeff has no concept of sharing whatsoever. Its easy to buy lunch or a snack for people every now and then. I think thats common sense. Most people do things without looking for a reward its just mutually understood that you rub my back and I will scratch yours.
Honey one of the things that I didn't like was that everything seemed work. I couldn't be friends with Mr. Jeong because it was all work. If I didn't work for him maybe I would have enjoyed talking to him more. When I go back to Korea I want to work only 5 days because I want a full weekend to devote to you. I get more excited everyday just thinking of going back. Time is going by so fast.
our country is about to undergo a transformation. We will either show the world a new democracy with the first Black man elected president and in my opinion a new hope for world opinion or we will continue to go down the trenches with another Republican who will more than likely keep us at war.
I am hopeful about our country.
I do know that the world is full of people like Jeff. Self centered egotistical, selfish, judgmental and purposefully hurtful. I want to kill him actually. He bothers me a lot because he infringes on your privat things. I am in disbelief about that.
SHARING PEAS can be a restuarant slogan
KIM PALMERS
WE SHARE PEAS
EAT Healthy and Be HAppy
I really pray we can open good restuarant. Honey the Economy will get better, our world views will also get better and more than HOPE exists for everything.
I am excited to show you something soon!
Honey I hope that Tuesday went well. Have a good time with your brother and say hello to my future brother in law.
Maybe he can help me get a job?
I am thinking so much of you and can't wait to share more with you. Honey CRACK UP ok Always
I will write again soon!
Pleasure Seeker
This weekend is over and it went by so fast. I was able to get a little bit of my work done. My midterm is nearly complete, I got more rest and I finished most of the projects around the house that I had wanted to.
I am going to get a lot done today and tomorrow too. Classes will go fast and I think I can do the hw fast!
I am still writing a lot about work I am thinking I can find a good job maybe by the end of the week! I found an adult school in Seoul that I am thinking about now. As the adage goes I am not trying to put all my eggs in one basket. I know that I will get some job so I will just wait.
I am trying to write so much more now. I have a few friends who just wrote me who aren't doing so well. I hope that I can visit with them before I go back but they are on the East Coast of America. I really WANT to live on the Coast of America. I think it would be a lot of fun. Someday I want to buy some nice real estate but unfortunately not right now. Its hard to believe we will have a new president in a little over two weeks.
I have to go vote somewhere although I am not sure. I also have a friend who should be back in Missoula at the end of this month--Peter. I can't wait to see him.
The weather was too grey for me this weekend so I think it will get colder soon and that will mean that I have to figure out how to make the house warmer and other things like that.
Today I can go to my Phonology class and get a lot of work done there. The class is so slow and to short.
SO now I am trying to get more busy and retain my health. I want to write you many wonderful stories and find a lot of nice things to do and or to buy^^
I will write again soon
I am going to get a lot done today and tomorrow too. Classes will go fast and I think I can do the hw fast!
I am still writing a lot about work I am thinking I can find a good job maybe by the end of the week! I found an adult school in Seoul that I am thinking about now. As the adage goes I am not trying to put all my eggs in one basket. I know that I will get some job so I will just wait.
I am trying to write so much more now. I have a few friends who just wrote me who aren't doing so well. I hope that I can visit with them before I go back but they are on the East Coast of America. I really WANT to live on the Coast of America. I think it would be a lot of fun. Someday I want to buy some nice real estate but unfortunately not right now. Its hard to believe we will have a new president in a little over two weeks.
I have to go vote somewhere although I am not sure. I also have a friend who should be back in Missoula at the end of this month--Peter. I can't wait to see him.
The weather was too grey for me this weekend so I think it will get colder soon and that will mean that I have to figure out how to make the house warmer and other things like that.
Today I can go to my Phonology class and get a lot of work done there. The class is so slow and to short.
SO now I am trying to get more busy and retain my health. I want to write you many wonderful stories and find a lot of nice things to do and or to buy^^
I will write again soon
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Heavy Liftin'
Today I went to the gym. I had a workout where I ran on the treadmill and lifed some weights. I am really hoping to put on the weight but so far I have to say I have gained minimal amounts.
I am going to get a membership to make the month of November go faster. I read all of your stories and I want to reply to them here...
Some people are Flaky and dishonest as well as just over all Fake people. I never want to associate myself with them. I feel that Mr. Jeong is such a person. I think he walks over people and doesn't know how to interact properly. I hope that someday we can leave him.
Jeff is a bad American. He just finished college. He though going to Korea would make him a lot of money and he probably went to appease some of his friends. He doesn't know how to show proper respect. In many ways he is the typical young American. I feel 21 year olds are too young personally to work properly. He is selfish and out for himself. He doesn't know how to interact either because he is only interested in money and also I think he got to a point where he is afraid of these changes in his life. These changes simply put are just being in Korea.
I feel that Korea and America needs to change and more so the people. Mr. J needs to change his work manner and Jeff needs to see how to talk properly to Koreans and not feed Korean people a negative stereotype of Americans. Its people like Jeff that make me want to renounce my citizenship. I don't need people like him to give my country a BAD NAME.
Thats why I am lifting.
Jeff is insecure and he will be gone soon. I will be going back to Korea FOR YOU. I want to see you and be with you so much. I hope that you leave Mr. J cause his ways are below our way of life.
I am going to give you comfortable and coziness hopefully in Busan and then in America. I assure you that You have nothing to fear.
I want to watch animation with you too! I think Animation would be a lot of fun and enjoyable for us. I will buy nice entertainment system for us someday! Among many other things ./..
There's a lot more I want to say but I will write another story for this.
i hope you slept well. Monday is here and I think its going to be better week.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
I am going to get a membership to make the month of November go faster. I read all of your stories and I want to reply to them here...
Some people are Flaky and dishonest as well as just over all Fake people. I never want to associate myself with them. I feel that Mr. Jeong is such a person. I think he walks over people and doesn't know how to interact properly. I hope that someday we can leave him.
Jeff is a bad American. He just finished college. He though going to Korea would make him a lot of money and he probably went to appease some of his friends. He doesn't know how to show proper respect. In many ways he is the typical young American. I feel 21 year olds are too young personally to work properly. He is selfish and out for himself. He doesn't know how to interact either because he is only interested in money and also I think he got to a point where he is afraid of these changes in his life. These changes simply put are just being in Korea.
I feel that Korea and America needs to change and more so the people. Mr. J needs to change his work manner and Jeff needs to see how to talk properly to Koreans and not feed Korean people a negative stereotype of Americans. Its people like Jeff that make me want to renounce my citizenship. I don't need people like him to give my country a BAD NAME.
Thats why I am lifting.
Jeff is insecure and he will be gone soon. I will be going back to Korea FOR YOU. I want to see you and be with you so much. I hope that you leave Mr. J cause his ways are below our way of life.
I am going to give you comfortable and coziness hopefully in Busan and then in America. I assure you that You have nothing to fear.
I want to watch animation with you too! I think Animation would be a lot of fun and enjoyable for us. I will buy nice entertainment system for us someday! Among many other things ./..
There's a lot more I want to say but I will write another story for this.
i hope you slept well. Monday is here and I think its going to be better week.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Daily Report
Honey as you already knew this, I went to Daegu in the morning to meet Complain girl. I got on the train and there were lots of people standing there already. I listened to music reading "Alchemist".
In the book, there were lots of good expressions which I really wanted to remember forever. One of them is "Something has its own truth which we can learn from it"
What did I learn from you? Yes, I learned "True Love", "Generous", "Devotion", and "Cherish". I am loved by you so much and so happy. I hope you learned something from me, too.
We went to the restaurant to eat lunch and had Seafood spaghetti. It was so so and went shopping. I bought a black knit one-piece, a black shirt and a white blouse. They were on sale so I didn't spend much than I expected.
After coming home, my family and I went to eat dinner and I am so full now. I already wrote two stories. I wonder how can I write several stories in a row. Perhaps because of your love and You. It makes me write more and more and gives me energy.
I finished making another Teddy Bear. It's pinky, too. haha. I don't have any blue cloth. Later I want to make a huge white teddy bear for us. If we put it in the corner in the bedroom, the room will be looked warmer and cozy. We love cozy things.
Soon I will drink hot tea and realx a little and then talk to you on MSN. Talk soon.
In the book, there were lots of good expressions which I really wanted to remember forever. One of them is "Something has its own truth which we can learn from it"
What did I learn from you? Yes, I learned "True Love", "Generous", "Devotion", and "Cherish". I am loved by you so much and so happy. I hope you learned something from me, too.
We went to the restaurant to eat lunch and had Seafood spaghetti. It was so so and went shopping. I bought a black knit one-piece, a black shirt and a white blouse. They were on sale so I didn't spend much than I expected.
After coming home, my family and I went to eat dinner and I am so full now. I already wrote two stories. I wonder how can I write several stories in a row. Perhaps because of your love and You. It makes me write more and more and gives me energy.
I finished making another Teddy Bear. It's pinky, too. haha. I don't have any blue cloth. Later I want to make a huge white teddy bear for us. If we put it in the corner in the bedroom, the room will be looked warmer and cozy. We love cozy things.
Soon I will drink hot tea and realx a little and then talk to you on MSN. Talk soon.
Animation in my life
Do you like watching animation? I love it so much. It was one of my favorites and still it is. It's common for me to watch animation from Japan which is near my country and has high quality, excellent skills about Animation.
When I was young, I had liked to watch animation on TV. Most of the characters were pretty or handsome like a princess or a prince. They looked like ideal people who we couldn't think they were in real world.
Last week, I found some animations from Japan and the genre is SF/Robot. Have you ever seen the Gundam series before? I already several different types of Gundam and "Gundam00(double o)" is the latest one. If you have never seen them, I hope you would watch them soon. It's fantasy and not real, but we can practice Japanese watching them. It's good for me to relax and waste of time. ^^
I didn't draw anything after you left here. This is an excuse but there was no time to draw. I was sewing, sleeping or watching TV. Besides, I used to go swimming for my exercise and go shopping for you or myself.
Honey, soon let's see each other and enjoy watching animation. ok? You will like this so much. I know you well than yourself.
When I was young, I had liked to watch animation on TV. Most of the characters were pretty or handsome like a princess or a prince. They looked like ideal people who we couldn't think they were in real world.
Last week, I found some animations from Japan and the genre is SF/Robot. Have you ever seen the Gundam series before? I already several different types of Gundam and "Gundam00(double o)" is the latest one. If you have never seen them, I hope you would watch them soon. It's fantasy and not real, but we can practice Japanese watching them. It's good for me to relax and waste of time. ^^
I didn't draw anything after you left here. This is an excuse but there was no time to draw. I was sewing, sleeping or watching TV. Besides, I used to go swimming for my exercise and go shopping for you or myself.
Honey, soon let's see each other and enjoy watching animation. ok? You will like this so much. I know you well than yourself.
Skills of fake
Pretending someone or deceiving people is very bad. Some criminals do this very well to steal or get more money from others on bad purpose. Or some detectives disguise to chase something or someone. I have watched this on TV lots of time and thought it's very bad way. But nowadays I think I need this skill and sometimes I have to use it.
I didn't think about this at all before a new teacher came here. He's a young, dull and selfish guy. I've never met that kind of person in my life. For example, most of Koreans share food with their neighborhoods even it's very small one like a pea. This proverb expresses this very well, "Ten people share even a pea." He doesn't know the meaning of "Sharing with someone" or "Rewarding of virtue". Whenever we eat something, we used to share it with you all the time. Then next day you treated us more than we did.
I really hate him. Viki dislikes him, either. One fourth of kids don't like him and have a question why he came here. He shouldn't have came here, cause he doesn't like kids at all and isn't interested in teaching or preparing classes. Since he asked me special tea, I've not liked him and he noticed it. haha.
Today he asked me what I would do this weekend. I knew why he asked me about this. Viki and I tried to take him to Kyoungju, but we changed our minds because of his activities. If I told him that I would be free, what would he say? I wonder a little bit.
How can I kick him out? or How can I make him get in trouble? Tell me the best ways. Let's think about this seriously.
I didn't think about this at all before a new teacher came here. He's a young, dull and selfish guy. I've never met that kind of person in my life. For example, most of Koreans share food with their neighborhoods even it's very small one like a pea. This proverb expresses this very well, "Ten people share even a pea." He doesn't know the meaning of "Sharing with someone" or "Rewarding of virtue". Whenever we eat something, we used to share it with you all the time. Then next day you treated us more than we did.
I really hate him. Viki dislikes him, either. One fourth of kids don't like him and have a question why he came here. He shouldn't have came here, cause he doesn't like kids at all and isn't interested in teaching or preparing classes. Since he asked me special tea, I've not liked him and he noticed it. haha.
Today he asked me what I would do this weekend. I knew why he asked me about this. Viki and I tried to take him to Kyoungju, but we changed our minds because of his activities. If I told him that I would be free, what would he say? I wonder a little bit.
How can I kick him out? or How can I make him get in trouble? Tell me the best ways. Let's think about this seriously.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Shopping Spree
Today I bought a new computer. I want to use something that will be faster and save a lot of time. I can perform multiple tasks and accomplish a lot more. I think it will cut down on wasted time. I can't do much with my old computer now. I am happy I got new one and I can't wait to show it to you.
Honey I thought of you so much today. I like my roommate. He is a good friend but his habits are not really good for me. He wastes a lot of time playing games and doesn't really know how to socialize well with me. I have lost a lot of things with my friends and just can't wait to get back to you.
I know I say this to you a lot but I really can't say how much I love you. I hope your stomache is feeling better. Your health is so important to me. I dream of us being able to have everything beyond our wildest dreams. I want to bring you here and show you everything someday and I can't wait until I can do this.
You are my truest love and greatest gift. You keep my path straight and promising.
There isn't anything I wouldn't do to insure your safety and health. I want to go to Jewelry store with you so much^^
I am getting a lot of things done here for now. Today I set up the computer and cleaned the house a little. I am hoping to get better squared away tomorrow.
Honey I hope you had fun in Daegu. I am always here for you ALWAYS. Call me if I am not here I will come faster. LOVE YOU FOREVER NOW AND ENDLESS. YOU HAVE MY HEART.
Honey I thought of you so much today. I like my roommate. He is a good friend but his habits are not really good for me. He wastes a lot of time playing games and doesn't really know how to socialize well with me. I have lost a lot of things with my friends and just can't wait to get back to you.
I know I say this to you a lot but I really can't say how much I love you. I hope your stomache is feeling better. Your health is so important to me. I dream of us being able to have everything beyond our wildest dreams. I want to bring you here and show you everything someday and I can't wait until I can do this.
You are my truest love and greatest gift. You keep my path straight and promising.
There isn't anything I wouldn't do to insure your safety and health. I want to go to Jewelry store with you so much^^
I am getting a lot of things done here for now. Today I set up the computer and cleaned the house a little. I am hoping to get better squared away tomorrow.
Honey I hope you had fun in Daegu. I am always here for you ALWAYS. Call me if I am not here I will come faster. LOVE YOU FOREVER NOW AND ENDLESS. YOU HAVE MY HEART.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Plowing
Someday I may actually want to plow a field but for now I am trying to plow through some homework. After this year is over I will be half way towards getting a certification program.
I am daily getting more goals and trying to get more ambitious in my undertakings.
I would like to take more care in politics. Its my hope that Pangea can someday occur. I don't like restrictions placed on foreigners in this country. Our government misjudges characters too much. They don't understand the basis of humanity.
I really pray for change. One thing I will say is that I promise and can guarantee a wonderful experience in America. Things change so fast in America and I truly believe that it is the land of the free and the Home to all who are in need of a home. America can open its doors to everyone and its my hope and belief that we still can have this world.
I am plowing in order to plant seeds. I want all of our seedlings to grow. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. As long as I live I will not let us have fear of the unknown. I care about money, jobs, people, health, food, and many other things but not as much as I care about Love and the amount of energy I plan on investing into us.
I want you to know that all the time I think that because I want so much. I love to write you, I love to write stories and love to read your stories.
You are my heart and soul behind all that I am and do... you're my better half and I seriously am counting down the days to marrying you and starting a family with you.
I am daily getting more goals and trying to get more ambitious in my undertakings.
I would like to take more care in politics. Its my hope that Pangea can someday occur. I don't like restrictions placed on foreigners in this country. Our government misjudges characters too much. They don't understand the basis of humanity.
I really pray for change. One thing I will say is that I promise and can guarantee a wonderful experience in America. Things change so fast in America and I truly believe that it is the land of the free and the Home to all who are in need of a home. America can open its doors to everyone and its my hope and belief that we still can have this world.
I am plowing in order to plant seeds. I want all of our seedlings to grow. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. As long as I live I will not let us have fear of the unknown. I care about money, jobs, people, health, food, and many other things but not as much as I care about Love and the amount of energy I plan on investing into us.
I want you to know that all the time I think that because I want so much. I love to write you, I love to write stories and love to read your stories.
You are my heart and soul behind all that I am and do... you're my better half and I seriously am counting down the days to marrying you and starting a family with you.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
dinner time
I learned in Korea that dinners are supposed to be non-serious affairs. Where light hearted conversation takes place and not something so serious.
I had a fine day today. I got homework done and figured out a lot of important things.
I went out to dinner with my roommate. MY roommate has some issues. He plays computer games all day. He doesn't work and he doesn't go to school. He has a nice personality which makes him likable and we can enjoy many things together. My roommate had a rough summer where some bad things happened to him.
Over the time we had dinner together my roommate decided to talk to me about something that was the top thing in my life. He was judging my future. I get so unnerved that i can't talk or anything. It hurts when people I like judge my situation. I defend things and tell people I am figuring things out.
I made the mistake of talking about it though. I don't want to make you sad or anything. Sometimes I can't believe the amount of stress I have had to take from my friends. From Bryant/Traci, to Aaron to all of my friends back home who consequently don't hang out with me much or at all anymore.
I personally can't wait to leave here since my friends are all gone. I just want to start a future with you. DONT be sad cause of me ever ok. You re loved so much by me.
When I go to class your my inspiration behind finishing. When I go to bed your are my first and last thought before I fall asleep. I can't truly express how much I love you but the fact is, is that I don't want you to feel sad ever.
I am trying so hard to make good future for us. You're all I think about. You are the only constant in my life right now honey. I am not wanting to appear weak or sad but as you know me the truth is that I love you and need you so much. You are the driving force of my life and i never want to let you down.
We are same. SAME SAME
When you are feeling down I am feeling down. Our happiness radiates outward honey I will never make you sad on purpose.
I had a fine day today. I got homework done and figured out a lot of important things.
I went out to dinner with my roommate. MY roommate has some issues. He plays computer games all day. He doesn't work and he doesn't go to school. He has a nice personality which makes him likable and we can enjoy many things together. My roommate had a rough summer where some bad things happened to him.
Over the time we had dinner together my roommate decided to talk to me about something that was the top thing in my life. He was judging my future. I get so unnerved that i can't talk or anything. It hurts when people I like judge my situation. I defend things and tell people I am figuring things out.
I made the mistake of talking about it though. I don't want to make you sad or anything. Sometimes I can't believe the amount of stress I have had to take from my friends. From Bryant/Traci, to Aaron to all of my friends back home who consequently don't hang out with me much or at all anymore.
I personally can't wait to leave here since my friends are all gone. I just want to start a future with you. DONT be sad cause of me ever ok. You re loved so much by me.
When I go to class your my inspiration behind finishing. When I go to bed your are my first and last thought before I fall asleep. I can't truly express how much I love you but the fact is, is that I don't want you to feel sad ever.
I am trying so hard to make good future for us. You're all I think about. You are the only constant in my life right now honey. I am not wanting to appear weak or sad but as you know me the truth is that I love you and need you so much. You are the driving force of my life and i never want to let you down.
We are same. SAME SAME
When you are feeling down I am feeling down. Our happiness radiates outward honey I will never make you sad on purpose.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
My Teddy Bear
My Teddy Bear is the cutest, coziest and most lovable in the world.
Wintertime makes me think of a lot of things too. I remember curling up to the fireplace to get warmer and read a book growing up. Its kind of like the president Abe Lincoln who read so much growing up in his log cabin. My dad used to talk about history a lot and my mom would cook good food growing up. My mother didn't know how to sew though or didn't do as much. She would fix our clothes though when we needed it.
your sewing is very exceptional. I think it looks like Antique. Antique is very valuable and priceless. Your sewing and quilt work make me think of so much. It makes me think of the warmth and comfort of your love as well as its physical or literal emphasis.
I am surrounded by your works. Your key holder, glasses case, heart pillow, owl family. Honey I cherish this so much and it makes me want to put it in glass casing someday. What we got is so special and I love making this for us.
Honey every time I come home I try to clean up my closet and try to move out so if I have enough money I can settle permanently outside of home. My brother lives at home and he doesn't like it so much he doesn't really do much I think because he is mainly working. I like to travel more and more. I treasure our things so much because it solidifies my situation.
You are my roots behind all the things I am branching out in doing.
I have a cold still but its getting better. I am trying to keep so busy. Today I looked at a computer I will buy it soon!
Honey I am going to write more and more and hopefully they are good stories or better when I am not so sick. Your stories give me good comfort and make me so happy to read that I wait as long as possible to read them.
Honey~~ YOU can display everything in our home and also we can sell or do anything you want I know this is possible. I write whatever is on my mind and I hope it doesn't surprise you.
I am going to find good job for Korea I am a little worried about it cause I don't want to go through drama with another boss or kids I just want to enjoy you and Korea again. Its mid week and I think I will have good answer soon!
I can't wait to talk to you honey I love you so much
Teddy Roosevelt was the name of the president and teddy bears are named after him because of all the Wildlife Protection he contributed. He was a good president
Wintertime makes me think of a lot of things too. I remember curling up to the fireplace to get warmer and read a book growing up. Its kind of like the president Abe Lincoln who read so much growing up in his log cabin. My dad used to talk about history a lot and my mom would cook good food growing up. My mother didn't know how to sew though or didn't do as much. She would fix our clothes though when we needed it.
your sewing is very exceptional. I think it looks like Antique. Antique is very valuable and priceless. Your sewing and quilt work make me think of so much. It makes me think of the warmth and comfort of your love as well as its physical or literal emphasis.
I am surrounded by your works. Your key holder, glasses case, heart pillow, owl family. Honey I cherish this so much and it makes me want to put it in glass casing someday. What we got is so special and I love making this for us.
Honey every time I come home I try to clean up my closet and try to move out so if I have enough money I can settle permanently outside of home. My brother lives at home and he doesn't like it so much he doesn't really do much I think because he is mainly working. I like to travel more and more. I treasure our things so much because it solidifies my situation.
You are my roots behind all the things I am branching out in doing.
I have a cold still but its getting better. I am trying to keep so busy. Today I looked at a computer I will buy it soon!
Honey I am going to write more and more and hopefully they are good stories or better when I am not so sick. Your stories give me good comfort and make me so happy to read that I wait as long as possible to read them.
Honey~~ YOU can display everything in our home and also we can sell or do anything you want I know this is possible. I write whatever is on my mind and I hope it doesn't surprise you.
I am going to find good job for Korea I am a little worried about it cause I don't want to go through drama with another boss or kids I just want to enjoy you and Korea again. Its mid week and I think I will have good answer soon!
I can't wait to talk to you honey I love you so much
Teddy Roosevelt was the name of the president and teddy bears are named after him because of all the Wildlife Protection he contributed. He was a good president
Teddy Bear
Finally I made my pinky teddy bear today. It has long arms and legs like you. And also it's thin and cute. Making somethings with my hands makes me so happy. I can forget bad things and focus on that work. Sometimes my parents worry about sewing cause I can lose my eyesight.
I have made my teddy bear for a week. I could finish this earlier than a week, but I was lazy nowadays and also caught a cold like you. I am a little better than you though.
The word "Teddy Bear" comes from one of the presidents in your conutry. I can't remember well, I had read about this before. Three years ago, I used to make little dolls like teddy bear or baby products. It was one of my favorites, but I've not been interested in bears for 2 years. I fell in love with quilt works.
Now the winter time is coming. It leads me to make practical things like coaster. For the first time, I thought I had to make a big teddy bear but it's hard to carry all the time with you and then you can't see it more often than tiny one. Honey, I used the pattern for Joint Bear, so you can move its arms and legs. If you look at it, you would love it. It looks cute and lovely like me. haha.
Soon I will make more dolls and make a family like our owl families. So someday I really want to display all my works somewhere. If I can't show off my works, I will make display table in my house.
I love you honey. Soon I will send my pinky to you. I can't wait to send it.
I have made my teddy bear for a week. I could finish this earlier than a week, but I was lazy nowadays and also caught a cold like you. I am a little better than you though.
The word "Teddy Bear" comes from one of the presidents in your conutry. I can't remember well, I had read about this before. Three years ago, I used to make little dolls like teddy bear or baby products. It was one of my favorites, but I've not been interested in bears for 2 years. I fell in love with quilt works.
Now the winter time is coming. It leads me to make practical things like coaster. For the first time, I thought I had to make a big teddy bear but it's hard to carry all the time with you and then you can't see it more often than tiny one. Honey, I used the pattern for Joint Bear, so you can move its arms and legs. If you look at it, you would love it. It looks cute and lovely like me. haha.
Soon I will make more dolls and make a family like our owl families. So someday I really want to display all my works somewhere. If I can't show off my works, I will make display table in my house.
I love you honey. Soon I will send my pinky to you. I can't wait to send it.
Clark Fork River
Today I walked downtown which wasn't the best idea since I am still not completely well. I am so tired now and think I should just go to bed soon. I will go to bed early tonight though.
I went to a Coffee Tea Shop Da Bong??? to look at all the assorted drinks. Honey here they have everything from all sorts of countries. Its on my list to take you someday. I really want to show you these things soon.
I stared at the clark fork river a lot today. The river just flows down its path which eventually will wash out into the Pacific Ocean. It was calming and relaxing for me. It was the only time I have felt peaceful in awhile.
I want to get out more and go on walks all by myself but I will have to wait until my cold gets better and my homework gets done.
I am trying to get the paperwork for Korea as fast as possible but its so slow. I hope that this week will get easier cause I don't feel well right now. I have loads of homework. I want to get as much as I can done so I can just rest more.
I talk about this all the time because its mostly what I am. I am a ball of love and being immersed in nature today made me feel so much more attached to you. My love for you will continue to grow and nothing will ever change that.
Like the water flow on the Clark fork I am going back to you. All waters converge and wash out into the deep ocean. The ocean and my love are same. The river is my path to your heart where I never want to leave. I am so happy to have met you and be with you all the time.
I want to write more but I will rest for now. Talk soon Love!
I went to a Coffee Tea Shop Da Bong??? to look at all the assorted drinks. Honey here they have everything from all sorts of countries. Its on my list to take you someday. I really want to show you these things soon.
I stared at the clark fork river a lot today. The river just flows down its path which eventually will wash out into the Pacific Ocean. It was calming and relaxing for me. It was the only time I have felt peaceful in awhile.
I want to get out more and go on walks all by myself but I will have to wait until my cold gets better and my homework gets done.
I am trying to get the paperwork for Korea as fast as possible but its so slow. I hope that this week will get easier cause I don't feel well right now. I have loads of homework. I want to get as much as I can done so I can just rest more.
I talk about this all the time because its mostly what I am. I am a ball of love and being immersed in nature today made me feel so much more attached to you. My love for you will continue to grow and nothing will ever change that.
Like the water flow on the Clark fork I am going back to you. All waters converge and wash out into the deep ocean. The ocean and my love are same. The river is my path to your heart where I never want to leave. I am so happy to have met you and be with you all the time.
I want to write more but I will rest for now. Talk soon Love!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Colombus Day
Today was Columbus Day. I didn't even know that. Columbus was the man who didn't even set foot in this country but our country decided to honor him since he is the one that wanted to find it.
I only knew this because I couldn't get my Criminal Background Check and I couldn't get my money transferred today. I have to wait until tomorrow. Its not that big of a deal now since I am pretty much down to my last 40 dollars but after tomorrow I will have another 2000 to play with. I am trying not to spend at all cause I want us to have that money for our wedding, house, bed, etc. I want to move you to a castle wherever.
Today I wrote 3 stories. I want to write more but I am thinking I will have to wait until tomorrow. This week is going to be painful I think. My homework is due tomorrow and Wednesday and I know I will get more. I hope that it passes quickly.
Job opportunities are coming in but I am not sure where to go. I will try to go to one in Busan though. I want to go there and be with you so much.
School is alright I think. I want to return to school again but not until after I have made more money and explored better options. I want to ride a bike around with you too.
Anyways Today was Columbus day~ It was a bad holiday cause there was school but no banks, no courthouse and nothing important that really went on.
Its over now and that's one day closer to getting back to you.
I wrote so much today haha
Talk to you soon
I only knew this because I couldn't get my Criminal Background Check and I couldn't get my money transferred today. I have to wait until tomorrow. Its not that big of a deal now since I am pretty much down to my last 40 dollars but after tomorrow I will have another 2000 to play with. I am trying not to spend at all cause I want us to have that money for our wedding, house, bed, etc. I want to move you to a castle wherever.
Today I wrote 3 stories. I want to write more but I am thinking I will have to wait until tomorrow. This week is going to be painful I think. My homework is due tomorrow and Wednesday and I know I will get more. I hope that it passes quickly.
Job opportunities are coming in but I am not sure where to go. I will try to go to one in Busan though. I want to go there and be with you so much.
School is alright I think. I want to return to school again but not until after I have made more money and explored better options. I want to ride a bike around with you too.
Anyways Today was Columbus day~ It was a bad holiday cause there was school but no banks, no courthouse and nothing important that really went on.
Its over now and that's one day closer to getting back to you.
I wrote so much today haha
Talk to you soon
PRECIOUS TREASURES WORTH CHERISHING
All these proverbs are coming from my book I am reading. I am just writing some of my personal antidotes to support the saying.
Education, Relationships, and Knowledge from history is worth much more than anything else in this world. This proverb makes so much sense to me and is what I truly feel. The most precious treasure I have unearthed has been you.
You opened my eyes to health, good foods, and you put meaning in the expression
"There is more than just meets the eye"
I thought very poorly of myself when I was in Korea for the first few months. I could partly understand Jeff's reactions to things. Partly.
I can see him as a scared foreigner without understanding or desiring to learn how to find a solution to his problem. Enough about him though.
Honey nothing I get would ever make our treasure go away. You have opened my eyes to a world full of potential.
The world may be in a state of chaos but I am content because I have unearthed what originally was hidden to me and found more meaning and more understanding in everything as a result.
Honey Drinking Tea is something I want to do with you more especially when we are in our older age. Tea symbolizes life to me I am not entirely sure why but I feel that there is something deeply connected to the concoction of brewing up some tea. I feel better after tea than when I drink coffee instead.
Honey we are learning so much and the more we write the more we learn. This blog is becoming something I cherish so much.
Honey even if I don't express it well you make me happiest and you make me feel better. If I am sad or mad its because of my plight I don't like here. I can overcome of course.
Our love will continue to grow... I will write another story soon:)
Never forget you are the most cherished treasure I have and most precious dearly to me.
Education, Relationships, and Knowledge from history is worth much more than anything else in this world. This proverb makes so much sense to me and is what I truly feel. The most precious treasure I have unearthed has been you.
You opened my eyes to health, good foods, and you put meaning in the expression
"There is more than just meets the eye"
I thought very poorly of myself when I was in Korea for the first few months. I could partly understand Jeff's reactions to things. Partly.
I can see him as a scared foreigner without understanding or desiring to learn how to find a solution to his problem. Enough about him though.
Honey nothing I get would ever make our treasure go away. You have opened my eyes to a world full of potential.
The world may be in a state of chaos but I am content because I have unearthed what originally was hidden to me and found more meaning and more understanding in everything as a result.
Honey Drinking Tea is something I want to do with you more especially when we are in our older age. Tea symbolizes life to me I am not entirely sure why but I feel that there is something deeply connected to the concoction of brewing up some tea. I feel better after tea than when I drink coffee instead.
Honey we are learning so much and the more we write the more we learn. This blog is becoming something I cherish so much.
Honey even if I don't express it well you make me happiest and you make me feel better. If I am sad or mad its because of my plight I don't like here. I can overcome of course.
Our love will continue to grow... I will write another story soon:)
Never forget you are the most cherished treasure I have and most precious dearly to me.
THE LOSS OF ONE HAIR FROM NINE OXEN
Honey,
I am reading a Proverb book by the Chinese Author Adeline Yen Mah. She is one of my favorite Authors and I will write a story around a proverb each day. The same ones I am reading about. I have read four so I am a little behind. I am interested in reading history books and also learning as much as I can right now about everything I could possible ascertain.
THE LOSS OF ONE HAIR FROM NINE OXEN
Adeline wrote about a Chinese Writer who had to overcome disgrace and shame he had wrought on the emperor and live in humiliation simply because he had made a promise to finish a written work. This work is called the Shiji which is a focal piece of Chinese Culture. Its simply a historical reference covering 2000 years in the Yangtze River area.
In Adeline's personal life she had to overcome personal obstacles with her maligned and defunct family and also pursue a career in medicine and writing. She overcame and was very successful.
Perseverance and essentially a FIGHTING attitude will make us attain everything we all put our minds to. This proverb is beneficial in my opinion for people believing that they have something bad that no matter what they can overcome this frenzy and reach a level of posterity. In the case of Ancient Chinese history the man overcame [castration] in order to serve the masses of people following him in preceding generations.
Posterity or also just for one's own sake. I know that I want to be a writer, study hard, and follow my heart, dreams and goals out to the fullest without interruption or fear of failure.
This proverb says to not fear the future and just embrace whatever comes and to not let anything swivel your mind.
I want to learn more Proverbial sayings in the passages that follow.
Next one...
I am reading a Proverb book by the Chinese Author Adeline Yen Mah. She is one of my favorite Authors and I will write a story around a proverb each day. The same ones I am reading about. I have read four so I am a little behind. I am interested in reading history books and also learning as much as I can right now about everything I could possible ascertain.
THE LOSS OF ONE HAIR FROM NINE OXEN
Adeline wrote about a Chinese Writer who had to overcome disgrace and shame he had wrought on the emperor and live in humiliation simply because he had made a promise to finish a written work. This work is called the Shiji which is a focal piece of Chinese Culture. Its simply a historical reference covering 2000 years in the Yangtze River area.
In Adeline's personal life she had to overcome personal obstacles with her maligned and defunct family and also pursue a career in medicine and writing. She overcame and was very successful.
Perseverance and essentially a FIGHTING attitude will make us attain everything we all put our minds to. This proverb is beneficial in my opinion for people believing that they have something bad that no matter what they can overcome this frenzy and reach a level of posterity. In the case of Ancient Chinese history the man overcame [castration] in order to serve the masses of people following him in preceding generations.
Posterity or also just for one's own sake. I know that I want to be a writer, study hard, and follow my heart, dreams and goals out to the fullest without interruption or fear of failure.
This proverb says to not fear the future and just embrace whatever comes and to not let anything swivel your mind.
I want to learn more Proverbial sayings in the passages that follow.
Next one...
Only for you
I know how much you are tired and don't want to go to school today. But with only your ration you do your work I know this very well.
So writing story for you is making you happy and smile. I can't call you all the time and I can't show my mind well on the phone. But If I write a story for you, I can do everything.
For the first time Showing my mind was strange and weird for me, but you led me to do this very well. Nowadays this is not problem at all for me. I can express my feeling and emotion what I want to say and also I can read your stories without problem.
Sometimes I make mistakes, but you just cheer me up and encourage me. I am still a little shame to speak English on the phone on the bus or somewhere. Most of people look at me and they try to hear what I am saying.
Today my number 13 bus had a car accident. It stands at the bus stop and the car in front of bus suddenly backed up, so it crashed the bus. It wasn't a big accident but I was a little surprised. It reminded me to have a car accident when I was young.
Honey I am really sorry about this. But I didn't want you to worry about this. It's morning time and I really hope you have a good day there without any worriment.
After work, I had good dinner and sewed a little bit. This is all for you. If I am healthy, you will be happy and try to be healthy yourself. As you already knew this, I am making our teddy bear and it's pink. ^^ My favorite color. I can't wait to show mine to you.
Don't forget how much I love you and care of you all the time. Only for you I will try more and work harder.
So writing story for you is making you happy and smile. I can't call you all the time and I can't show my mind well on the phone. But If I write a story for you, I can do everything.
For the first time Showing my mind was strange and weird for me, but you led me to do this very well. Nowadays this is not problem at all for me. I can express my feeling and emotion what I want to say and also I can read your stories without problem.
Sometimes I make mistakes, but you just cheer me up and encourage me. I am still a little shame to speak English on the phone on the bus or somewhere. Most of people look at me and they try to hear what I am saying.
Today my number 13 bus had a car accident. It stands at the bus stop and the car in front of bus suddenly backed up, so it crashed the bus. It wasn't a big accident but I was a little surprised. It reminded me to have a car accident when I was young.
Honey I am really sorry about this. But I didn't want you to worry about this. It's morning time and I really hope you have a good day there without any worriment.
After work, I had good dinner and sewed a little bit. This is all for you. If I am healthy, you will be happy and try to be healthy yourself. As you already knew this, I am making our teddy bear and it's pink. ^^ My favorite color. I can't wait to show mine to you.
Don't forget how much I love you and care of you all the time. Only for you I will try more and work harder.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
A GIRL LIKE YOU
As I turned out the lights and crawled into my bed I thought of you as I always do. When I go to bed I think of the day and how I spent it and hope that when I wake up the sun will be shining and inviting me to a wonderful new day. Reading your emails and stories make that possible for me.
A girl like you is so rare to find in today's world.
I feel that you and I are few people in today's world
that have something truly special. Our love for each other
is a gift.
A girl like you came to me straight out of my dreams. When I wanted consoling you are there.
To me you have eloquence and style. You have a genuine caring and compassionate nature about you. You are all the attributes I could ever want in someone else as my better half.
You have fought through difficulties and paved a road that could serve as a model for many people. A Girl Like You made me realize my dreams. Because of you I can carry on so easily.
As I watch my roommate escape into his video games Final Fantasy and Warcraft I think how happy I am that my Fantasy world is no longer a Fantasy but a growing realization of how our dreams are slowly coming true.
My head is throbbing and I am hoping its a sign that I am getting better. I am not looking forward to school tomorrow. I have so much things to do this week but I think it will go wonderful. I am going to rest and plan as well as possible. Thanks to A Girl like you I know its possible.
Honey you are the girl straight our of my dreams. Building a Future with you one step at a time is making me so happy. Don't be sad or feel lonely. Together we can make things happen. I love you so much and I will talk to you more soon!
Always :)
A girl like you is so rare to find in today's world.
I feel that you and I are few people in today's world
that have something truly special. Our love for each other
is a gift.
A girl like you came to me straight out of my dreams. When I wanted consoling you are there.
To me you have eloquence and style. You have a genuine caring and compassionate nature about you. You are all the attributes I could ever want in someone else as my better half.
You have fought through difficulties and paved a road that could serve as a model for many people. A Girl Like You made me realize my dreams. Because of you I can carry on so easily.
As I watch my roommate escape into his video games Final Fantasy and Warcraft I think how happy I am that my Fantasy world is no longer a Fantasy but a growing realization of how our dreams are slowly coming true.
My head is throbbing and I am hoping its a sign that I am getting better. I am not looking forward to school tomorrow. I have so much things to do this week but I think it will go wonderful. I am going to rest and plan as well as possible. Thanks to A Girl like you I know its possible.
Honey you are the girl straight our of my dreams. Building a Future with you one step at a time is making me so happy. Don't be sad or feel lonely. Together we can make things happen. I love you so much and I will talk to you more soon!
Always :)
Drinking Special Tea
Fragnant, odor, aroma, perfume, scent and so on. There are lots of expression about Smell. These smell makes people happy, sad, angry, amd comfortable.
When I drank tea named "English breakfast", its smell was so so. It was like dry little bark and brown leaves. I thought that the color of tea is green. I've never thought about other colors like brown and dark khaki. There were no tea trees near my hometown, But lots of pine trees instead. Their smell was bitterish and fresh like mint.
Later I knew that we can make milk tea with "English breakfast tea" and then I loved it so much. In fact, You and I made Milk tea several times and enjoyed a lot. It was warm, sweet and smooth. I hope we can get tea time soon.
It was my first time to drink special tea like Chinese quince when I was 12. One of my neighbor treated me yellow tea with fresh plum. Before they came to my hometown, I had never experienced drinking tea. Coffee was common but it was a little expensive at that time. So when important visitors come home, my mother used to treat it to them.
As I told you before, I was accustomed to smell grass, pine trees, wild flowers and farms. If I went to farm with lots of pear tress, I could smell sweet and fragnant. Whenever I was sick, my mom boiled water and then some pears warmed up in a double boiler. That is kind of the traditional tea.
Adults are weird. If they think their son or daughter become adult, they give them coffee or alcohol. I can't remember when my parents gave me tea or alcohol and I drank it. But I'm pretty sure now I really like to drink tea so much and my parents do, too.
Today I drank Peach and Passion Fruit tea with my father. Its smell was so sweet and the color was like wine. The taste was so so though. The fragnance of tea spread from the cup in the air and finally the livingroom was filled with sweet smell.
Honey everything is happiness for me. Because whatever I do, it makes me think of my childhood and YOU. Even drinking tea is special. I imagine how much you take care of me, love me, and want to talk to me. ^^
When I drank tea named "English breakfast", its smell was so so. It was like dry little bark and brown leaves. I thought that the color of tea is green. I've never thought about other colors like brown and dark khaki. There were no tea trees near my hometown, But lots of pine trees instead. Their smell was bitterish and fresh like mint.
Later I knew that we can make milk tea with "English breakfast tea" and then I loved it so much. In fact, You and I made Milk tea several times and enjoyed a lot. It was warm, sweet and smooth. I hope we can get tea time soon.
It was my first time to drink special tea like Chinese quince when I was 12. One of my neighbor treated me yellow tea with fresh plum. Before they came to my hometown, I had never experienced drinking tea. Coffee was common but it was a little expensive at that time. So when important visitors come home, my mother used to treat it to them.
As I told you before, I was accustomed to smell grass, pine trees, wild flowers and farms. If I went to farm with lots of pear tress, I could smell sweet and fragnant. Whenever I was sick, my mom boiled water and then some pears warmed up in a double boiler. That is kind of the traditional tea.
Adults are weird. If they think their son or daughter become adult, they give them coffee or alcohol. I can't remember when my parents gave me tea or alcohol and I drank it. But I'm pretty sure now I really like to drink tea so much and my parents do, too.
Today I drank Peach and Passion Fruit tea with my father. Its smell was so sweet and the color was like wine. The taste was so so though. The fragnance of tea spread from the cup in the air and finally the livingroom was filled with sweet smell.
Honey everything is happiness for me. Because whatever I do, it makes me think of my childhood and YOU. Even drinking tea is special. I imagine how much you take care of me, love me, and want to talk to me. ^^
Saturday, October 11, 2008
In the Same Boat
Honey every day I look forward to talking to you and also reading your stories. You have wonderful writing skills and its my favorite pleasure to read your thoughts.
Your Recent story "Someone who I need" made me feel really happy. I feel closer to you each day.
Honey right now I am feeling slightly better from my cold. I bought some nasal spray and I think its helping a little.
Our relationship is the most important thing to me in my life and thats why your letters, stories, and everything you say makes me feel so wonderful and even if I am struggling with sickness or loneliness I can carry on.
Today I just relaxed, it was a fast Saturday. I didn't do much. I put up a towel rack in my house. Honey I can't wait to make repairs to our house.
I finished most of my homework and just watched a lot of tv.
You're all that I need and I will write more soon right now I am just going to relax and go to bed early I think. I hope you have a wonderful day its Sunday and I am feeling November is coming very soon^^
Your Recent story "Someone who I need" made me feel really happy. I feel closer to you each day.
Honey right now I am feeling slightly better from my cold. I bought some nasal spray and I think its helping a little.
Our relationship is the most important thing to me in my life and thats why your letters, stories, and everything you say makes me feel so wonderful and even if I am struggling with sickness or loneliness I can carry on.
Today I just relaxed, it was a fast Saturday. I didn't do much. I put up a towel rack in my house. Honey I can't wait to make repairs to our house.
I finished most of my homework and just watched a lot of tv.
You're all that I need and I will write more soon right now I am just going to relax and go to bed early I think. I hope you have a wonderful day its Sunday and I am feeling November is coming very soon^^
Someone who I need
When I needed someone
You came and became my friend.
When I was sick
You bought medicine for me.
When I had to lean someone
You made me lean your shoulder.
When I had problem
You solved it easily.
Someone who I give my quilt work,
Someone who I take care of,
Someone who I devote,
Someone who I show my real mine,
Someone who I share everything of mine,
Someone who I live together forever,
Someone who I treat well,
Someone who I bake bread,
Someone who I cook during my whole life,
Someone who I love more than my family,
is
YOU
It's you, yeah YOU
My better half,
My future husband,
My apple,
My pea in a pod,
My honest darling,
Nick Palmer.
You are my everything.
You came and became my friend.
When I was sick
You bought medicine for me.
When I had to lean someone
You made me lean your shoulder.
When I had problem
You solved it easily.
Someone who I give my quilt work,
Someone who I take care of,
Someone who I devote,
Someone who I show my real mine,
Someone who I share everything of mine,
Someone who I live together forever,
Someone who I treat well,
Someone who I bake bread,
Someone who I cook during my whole life,
Someone who I love more than my family,
is
YOU
It's you, yeah YOU
My better half,
My future husband,
My apple,
My pea in a pod,
My honest darling,
Nick Palmer.
You are my everything.
Leaves trembling down from trees
Honey it's fall when the wind blows leaves off the trees and birds in a V flys south area to be warm. When I got up in the morning, I shivered a little bit because of cold air. Last week the air was fresh, but not anymore. I even blew my frozen hands.
My father didn't go to work today. We took care of flowers all morning. Some flowers suffered from tiny bugs, so my father cut some of them and then put good soil on the pots. Within two weeks, I can see the beautiful flowers including sweet sultan, yellow chrysanthemum and white mum.
They are like a little baby, so someone has to trim, give some water and good soil, and exterminate vermin once two days. They are all my father's precious things. During whole summer, they just grew and got enough leaves. And they are trying to be in full bloom now.
I used to take pictures of them and maybe I will take pictures them again. My brother brought my camera last week, so I can't do it now. If he comes back, I will take pics and then go hiking Gem-Oh mountatin again. The scenery and view were so beautiful and great.
I could see colorful leaves here and there the sky was clear. The sun was shining and the breeze was cooling my sweat. Sometimes You and I sat on the rocks and took rest. Although we didn't go on top of the mountain, it was good experience.
There was a wedding ceremoney near the mountain. While we drove there, I could see some leaves trembling and tumbling down. Some trees already wore yellow coat and red coat. Another trees were changing their coat in brown.
Honey, We called the fall, "high sky and plump horses". As you know this, when you look at the sky, the sky is so high and clear and horses are growing stout for cold and long winter like people. So you have to take care of yourself well than Spring and Summer. It's easy season for you to catch a cold and get sick, too. Please know how much I care about your health and feeling all the time. If you are sick, I am sick, too. Eat good and healthy food and drink hot tea more often. Then you can enjoy the fall without sickness.
My father didn't go to work today. We took care of flowers all morning. Some flowers suffered from tiny bugs, so my father cut some of them and then put good soil on the pots. Within two weeks, I can see the beautiful flowers including sweet sultan, yellow chrysanthemum and white mum.
They are like a little baby, so someone has to trim, give some water and good soil, and exterminate vermin once two days. They are all my father's precious things. During whole summer, they just grew and got enough leaves. And they are trying to be in full bloom now.
I used to take pictures of them and maybe I will take pictures them again. My brother brought my camera last week, so I can't do it now. If he comes back, I will take pics and then go hiking Gem-Oh mountatin again. The scenery and view were so beautiful and great.
I could see colorful leaves here and there the sky was clear. The sun was shining and the breeze was cooling my sweat. Sometimes You and I sat on the rocks and took rest. Although we didn't go on top of the mountain, it was good experience.
There was a wedding ceremoney near the mountain. While we drove there, I could see some leaves trembling and tumbling down. Some trees already wore yellow coat and red coat. Another trees were changing their coat in brown.
Honey, We called the fall, "high sky and plump horses". As you know this, when you look at the sky, the sky is so high and clear and horses are growing stout for cold and long winter like people. So you have to take care of yourself well than Spring and Summer. It's easy season for you to catch a cold and get sick, too. Please know how much I care about your health and feeling all the time. If you are sick, I am sick, too. Eat good and healthy food and drink hot tea more often. Then you can enjoy the fall without sickness.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Sleepwalking
Maybe because its the change of weather but I am going through my annual period of sickness. I am going to be sick for 3-5 days I think. I didn't enjoy this week going to class especially now that I feel so behind.
Honey I got a lot of hw done today but I think I will be busy all weekend especially since I need to sleep a lot more.
I am trying to fix up my house and prepare for a bad month of weather. This month is nearly half over. Honey you will be paid on Monday! I am so excited for you. I wish I could get pay.
Things are going well though. I applied for a job today I hope I get it but who knows. I love you so much and you make me so happy ....your my inspiration to get me through this rough month. I think October is the worst one. November will be easy cause I will be nearly done by the time November comes.
I am so happy right now though because of you. I hope you are doing well.
i will get off my sleepwalking stage as soon as my head clears itself.
I have a few easy days now!
Talk soon
Honey I got a lot of hw done today but I think I will be busy all weekend especially since I need to sleep a lot more.
I am trying to fix up my house and prepare for a bad month of weather. This month is nearly half over. Honey you will be paid on Monday! I am so excited for you. I wish I could get pay.
Things are going well though. I applied for a job today I hope I get it but who knows. I love you so much and you make me so happy ....your my inspiration to get me through this rough month. I think October is the worst one. November will be easy cause I will be nearly done by the time November comes.
I am so happy right now though because of you. I hope you are doing well.
i will get off my sleepwalking stage as soon as my head clears itself.
I have a few easy days now!
Talk soon
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Homework Extravaganza
Today was a day of homework. I finished a lot of assignments that are due this week. I had to spend a lot of extra time at the school to in order to get everything done. I was not wanting to spend so much time at the library or learning from a friend of mine but I had to take some extra time since I am not doing to well in school at the moment.
Tomorrow I will actually be caught up so I am excited for that. The weather is getting cold and I fear its going to be miserable here soon. I am riding a bike and I wish I had a better way to get to the school cause its not going to be fun if its too cold. I am wearing my coat from Korea and its quite warm for the time being.
I am happy cause I got a lot of things done. I wrote a few job opportunities, finished my homework and am slowly preparing for better things.
My roommate is out playing video games and he will do this until he goes to bed around 2 or 3 am. I am happy its Thursday for you cause I always liked Thursdays best.
Time goes by so fast and I am looking forward to the end of the semester. Its coming up fast I think.
I feel a little too drowsy right now and I am debating whether or not to go to bed soon.
Today I was able to have a nice lunch with a friend of mine and also see a few other friends that I hadn't seen in awhile. I am joking around a lot and love it when people laugh at what I say although I don't really talk all that much.
So it looks like this weekend I can hopefully rest a little more. I hope the weather stay well for at least another 2 weeks but I doubt it.
I am slowly starting to prepare for winter and soon I can hibernate with you I can't wait I am so excited just thinking. You are always something well to hold onto.
Honey I would never lie to you. I am not that type of guy. I don't keep any secrets from you ever. I always feel like I have the best girlfriend in the world. I know this fact is true.
Talk to you soon my lovely soul mate. My hearts Soul yearns for Seoul not anymore but always the case Simply YOU.
Tomorrow I will actually be caught up so I am excited for that. The weather is getting cold and I fear its going to be miserable here soon. I am riding a bike and I wish I had a better way to get to the school cause its not going to be fun if its too cold. I am wearing my coat from Korea and its quite warm for the time being.
I am happy cause I got a lot of things done. I wrote a few job opportunities, finished my homework and am slowly preparing for better things.
My roommate is out playing video games and he will do this until he goes to bed around 2 or 3 am. I am happy its Thursday for you cause I always liked Thursdays best.
Time goes by so fast and I am looking forward to the end of the semester. Its coming up fast I think.
I feel a little too drowsy right now and I am debating whether or not to go to bed soon.
Today I was able to have a nice lunch with a friend of mine and also see a few other friends that I hadn't seen in awhile. I am joking around a lot and love it when people laugh at what I say although I don't really talk all that much.
So it looks like this weekend I can hopefully rest a little more. I hope the weather stay well for at least another 2 weeks but I doubt it.
I am slowly starting to prepare for winter and soon I can hibernate with you I can't wait I am so excited just thinking. You are always something well to hold onto.
Honey I would never lie to you. I am not that type of guy. I don't keep any secrets from you ever. I always feel like I have the best girlfriend in the world. I know this fact is true.
Talk to you soon my lovely soul mate. My hearts Soul yearns for Seoul not anymore but always the case Simply YOU.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Hidden Treasures
Today was so busy...
I had two classes and had some problems.
I went to Food For Thought twice today because I had to meet a grad student in order to get help with my Syntax homework. I don't like Syntax its not fun. I can't wait to be done with all of my classes they aren't fun.
Today in class I told a story about Korea and the class loved the story they kept asking me to tell more. I love being the center of attention sometimes. When I talk its rarely so people in the class like to hear me its funny.
After my meeting I went to my home and did some homework. I also tried to get more of my homework done for all of this week.
I sold some books at the Book Exchange. They gave me 2.80 for my hardback copy and they gave me 10.50 in credit exchange. So I can go buy a few books for up to 10 dollars.
I want to save a lot of money so if I need school supplies or something I can get them there.
I also went grocery shopping and bought a lot of things. I will make many wonderful things for us and hopefully send you something too:)
Surprise.
I read your letters you wrote me before I left it made me sad a little but also happy. I looked at the pictures of us a lot too.
I also found some important treasures in my pirate chest from home. I have some old coins like a Silver Dollar from 1920 its probably worth 50 dollars or something I am not entirely sure. I also have some 50 cent pieces (o-bag-wan) and some important papers and things. If I go back home I can get some stamps that are valuable, and other things. I want to save them for us and put them to good use later on.
I was a smart kid and collected some nice things for our future. As I told you I knew that I would meet you before I knew I would go to Korea^^
honey tomorrow I am going to do many things again. I hope you are feeling better. You will get a package today or tomorrow or Friday I am 99% sure.
Feel better ok. I love you so much.... My treasure was always hidden but I found you that's the best and only treasure I need.
I am going to work harder now. Your news about lame Jeff didn't surprise me. I thought he would be gone by Halloween. What a loser I can't believe he couldn't prepare better. Better things are to come.
I can't wait to see you^^
I had two classes and had some problems.
I went to Food For Thought twice today because I had to meet a grad student in order to get help with my Syntax homework. I don't like Syntax its not fun. I can't wait to be done with all of my classes they aren't fun.
Today in class I told a story about Korea and the class loved the story they kept asking me to tell more. I love being the center of attention sometimes. When I talk its rarely so people in the class like to hear me its funny.
After my meeting I went to my home and did some homework. I also tried to get more of my homework done for all of this week.
I sold some books at the Book Exchange. They gave me 2.80 for my hardback copy and they gave me 10.50 in credit exchange. So I can go buy a few books for up to 10 dollars.
I want to save a lot of money so if I need school supplies or something I can get them there.
I also went grocery shopping and bought a lot of things. I will make many wonderful things for us and hopefully send you something too:)
Surprise.
I read your letters you wrote me before I left it made me sad a little but also happy. I looked at the pictures of us a lot too.
I also found some important treasures in my pirate chest from home. I have some old coins like a Silver Dollar from 1920 its probably worth 50 dollars or something I am not entirely sure. I also have some 50 cent pieces (o-bag-wan) and some important papers and things. If I go back home I can get some stamps that are valuable, and other things. I want to save them for us and put them to good use later on.
I was a smart kid and collected some nice things for our future. As I told you I knew that I would meet you before I knew I would go to Korea^^
honey tomorrow I am going to do many things again. I hope you are feeling better. You will get a package today or tomorrow or Friday I am 99% sure.
Feel better ok. I love you so much.... My treasure was always hidden but I found you that's the best and only treasure I need.
I am going to work harder now. Your news about lame Jeff didn't surprise me. I thought he would be gone by Halloween. What a loser I can't believe he couldn't prepare better. Better things are to come.
I can't wait to see you^^
Monday, October 6, 2008
Goosebumps
Today was officially the start of the work week. I went to school. My roommate slept.
He is moving in the house quite fast. The living room is already looking more like a home. I feel like I am holding up space because this is just a temporary place for me. I am trying to get things squared away one thing at a time and tomorrow I will have to study harder I think.
I finished my homework today. I printed a resume that I should drop off somewhere. I have a place in mind actually. ^__^
Today I went to a department store to renew my contacts they didn't accept it right away but I found a way. I will get new contacts soon maybe next month or something because I want to prepare myself for another year. I would have to get a new prescription or something.. I don't want to do that yet.
I am going to sell some books too soon. I want to make more money anyway I am so I am going to go through all of my personal things soon and start anew.
honey you gave me goosebumps today^^
I was so happy. Goosebumps are something you usually get when you are cold. They are on your arm but for me its excitement. My love glows when I think of you. You make me so happy and cause of you I will always do my best. I am trying to figure out a lot of things right now so I can accomplish all of our dreams.
I love you babe.
I hope you have a good week and feel better soon. I will go to bed soon
Talk to you very soon!
He is moving in the house quite fast. The living room is already looking more like a home. I feel like I am holding up space because this is just a temporary place for me. I am trying to get things squared away one thing at a time and tomorrow I will have to study harder I think.
I finished my homework today. I printed a resume that I should drop off somewhere. I have a place in mind actually. ^__^
Today I went to a department store to renew my contacts they didn't accept it right away but I found a way. I will get new contacts soon maybe next month or something because I want to prepare myself for another year. I would have to get a new prescription or something.. I don't want to do that yet.
I am going to sell some books too soon. I want to make more money anyway I am so I am going to go through all of my personal things soon and start anew.
honey you gave me goosebumps today^^
I was so happy. Goosebumps are something you usually get when you are cold. They are on your arm but for me its excitement. My love glows when I think of you. You make me so happy and cause of you I will always do my best. I am trying to figure out a lot of things right now so I can accomplish all of our dreams.
I love you babe.
I hope you have a good week and feel better soon. I will go to bed soon
Talk to you very soon!
Hearing your voice
Honey I couldn't use the computer at all. I woke up with the thought of talking to you and writing a story for you. I wish I could hear your voice again. It goes everyhwere with me. I am always with you or you are always with me with everything I do. I told Paul last night that he had better stop messing around when it comes to you. I was mad when he was making noises when I was talking to you.
Honey you are it. All I want is to be with you and do the things we love together for all times sake. I go to school with the hope of figuring out something major so I can make it better for us.
My love for you is infinite and somedays its all that keeps me going. I hope that this week goes well for you I am slowly figuring things out.
My house looks better. I have a tv, hopefully better internet soon, and more things to do now. I have to find more hobbies to or else my roommate will eventually drive me nuts.
He stayed up too long last night and kept me up so now I am a little tired.
Today after class I will go to the bookstore and try to sell some books for my friend, sell my books and hopefully find some nice things to buy.
I will also drop off an application to a restuarant and eat some lunch. I should also get more money into my checking and maybe get my money from Paul too.
Honey~ If you need anything just ask me ok. Seriously honey Call me more often. I would call you to. I want to talk to you Anytime. Anywhere. ...I can't wait until less than 365 for one of the happiest days of our lies. As I told you I am over the moon for you and would do anything for you and stop at nothing. Love Always
Honey you are it. All I want is to be with you and do the things we love together for all times sake. I go to school with the hope of figuring out something major so I can make it better for us.
My love for you is infinite and somedays its all that keeps me going. I hope that this week goes well for you I am slowly figuring things out.
My house looks better. I have a tv, hopefully better internet soon, and more things to do now. I have to find more hobbies to or else my roommate will eventually drive me nuts.
He stayed up too long last night and kept me up so now I am a little tired.
Today after class I will go to the bookstore and try to sell some books for my friend, sell my books and hopefully find some nice things to buy.
I will also drop off an application to a restuarant and eat some lunch. I should also get more money into my checking and maybe get my money from Paul too.
Honey~ If you need anything just ask me ok. Seriously honey Call me more often. I would call you to. I want to talk to you Anytime. Anywhere. ...I can't wait until less than 365 for one of the happiest days of our lies. As I told you I am over the moon for you and would do anything for you and stop at nothing. Love Always
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Playing by myself
Doing something by myself all the time is not funny sometimes. I am not accustomed to go to movie theater. I've never been there by myself. I've never thought about that at all. If I have no friend to go there, I'll just stay home and watch movie on the internet. It's my method.
Today I got up a little early than normal. I played the Ocarina by myself. I could play but still it was hard to find good sound and read music. More practice will help me play well.
Watching TV is good way to spend time without thinking anything. At least, while I was watching TV, there was no worry or nervous. I just laughed out loudly like a crazy person in the livingroom in the morning. If you looked at me at that time, you would laugh at me a lot. It was really funny show.
Cooking food is another way. Honey do you remember? This is one of our best ways. Mom and I fried dumpling and made sauce. Instead of breakfast, I ate this and lots of fruit such as a big huge round golden pear and fresh red apple.
I also think Riding a bus and Hiking are good ways to play by myself. When I get on the bus, I can see the view through the window. Bus passes many singboards and people on the street. Hiking hearing music through my earphone is great. My body is tired, but feeling is so good. Fresh air, high blue sky, and exercise make me excited. Even little nameless plant, too.
Using computer and talking to you are the best way for me. Everyday we can talk to each other and check daily life, emotion and even plans. I know when you get up and what you do for the first time. ^^ I'm not a fortuneteller but computer made me a fortuneteller. Just for you.
There are lots of ways to play well without someone. My friend likes to go to movie by herself. She thinks being together in the theater interrups focusing on movie. Honey don't think I am sad cause I wrote this. I'm just explaining the way. Of couse, sometimes I am sad and lonely cause you are not here beside me. But It's ok we will meet soon here.
I wrote this for you. I hope you find good hobby to enjoy your time there. As I told you before, sometimes you look so sad, because you think too much. Playing the Ocarina or drawing pictures will help you smile and happy. ^^
But I'm pretty sure to hike doesn't make me bored.
Today I got up a little early than normal. I played the Ocarina by myself. I could play but still it was hard to find good sound and read music. More practice will help me play well.
Watching TV is good way to spend time without thinking anything. At least, while I was watching TV, there was no worry or nervous. I just laughed out loudly like a crazy person in the livingroom in the morning. If you looked at me at that time, you would laugh at me a lot. It was really funny show.
Cooking food is another way. Honey do you remember? This is one of our best ways. Mom and I fried dumpling and made sauce. Instead of breakfast, I ate this and lots of fruit such as a big huge round golden pear and fresh red apple.
I also think Riding a bus and Hiking are good ways to play by myself. When I get on the bus, I can see the view through the window. Bus passes many singboards and people on the street. Hiking hearing music through my earphone is great. My body is tired, but feeling is so good. Fresh air, high blue sky, and exercise make me excited. Even little nameless plant, too.
Using computer and talking to you are the best way for me. Everyday we can talk to each other and check daily life, emotion and even plans. I know when you get up and what you do for the first time. ^^ I'm not a fortuneteller but computer made me a fortuneteller. Just for you.
There are lots of ways to play well without someone. My friend likes to go to movie by herself. She thinks being together in the theater interrups focusing on movie. Honey don't think I am sad cause I wrote this. I'm just explaining the way. Of couse, sometimes I am sad and lonely cause you are not here beside me. But It's ok we will meet soon here.
I wrote this for you. I hope you find good hobby to enjoy your time there. As I told you before, sometimes you look so sad, because you think too much. Playing the Ocarina or drawing pictures will help you smile and happy. ^^
But I'm pretty sure to hike doesn't make me bored.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Saturday's Slumbers
Honey, Today its starting to get ugly. The weather is bad its cloudy, wet, and rainy... My friend didn't sleep well last night I think he gets to hyper and doesn't know how to settle down. So last night I was really angry cause I had hard time to sleep and now he is resting and taking a nap. I save my nap times for you.
Babe I know I worry a lot about things. Primarily, I want to make things happen and maybe thats bad I don't know. I worry about that all the time cause I believe in us so much and maybe I don't know how to express well all the time. My love for you and worry for you I hope is normal cause I know you are strong person but you are still my better half.
Tomorrow my roommate will come. My friend is going back to his hometown and my brother will also go back to work. It will be a return to the school period and a time for me to re-examine my priorities in my house.
Honey my goal for the month is to find a job in Korea. I am really serious about this when I write this to you now.
I want to go to Korea and live there for 1-2 years possibly working in Seoul or Busan. I would prefer Seoul but I would like to go where you would come for me and eventually to stay with me. I know we are meant for each other and that's my dream honey is to live with you in Korea and go from there.
Next week I should hear about some job offers and I want to have your help in every step and everything I do. Everything I do is for you babe.
Due to the Economy I want to provide us with security. I can't promise where I will get it but I can promise I will give you it. When we live together in America, Korea everywhere. I hope you like this idea cause I don't want our dreams to be just dreams.
Right now I am not in a good mood. My friend has been on edge all day and has made things not as fun as they originally could have been. We still have fun but things are weighing on him too much too.
My brother called and we will all have dinner together in probably a couple hours. Today went by so fast. It was all a fast dream. I am waiting to see what tomorrow will be like. I have another 10 hours before I will go to bed. I hope you are doing well and can have a wonderful day.
Seriously babe I love your family so much. Your sister is so nice and kind and your brother is so funny. I love you with all of my heart and because of you I am.
Your love carries me through all boundaries and all times. Soon, honey I will go back to school and hopefully complete a project.
Love you so much
I can't wait to spend Sundays again with you hiking, shopping and playing.
You're the best Babe. I didn't mean to rush you today in the morning. I love you more than the sun moon and the stars.
Babe I know I worry a lot about things. Primarily, I want to make things happen and maybe thats bad I don't know. I worry about that all the time cause I believe in us so much and maybe I don't know how to express well all the time. My love for you and worry for you I hope is normal cause I know you are strong person but you are still my better half.
Tomorrow my roommate will come. My friend is going back to his hometown and my brother will also go back to work. It will be a return to the school period and a time for me to re-examine my priorities in my house.
Honey my goal for the month is to find a job in Korea. I am really serious about this when I write this to you now.
I want to go to Korea and live there for 1-2 years possibly working in Seoul or Busan. I would prefer Seoul but I would like to go where you would come for me and eventually to stay with me. I know we are meant for each other and that's my dream honey is to live with you in Korea and go from there.
Next week I should hear about some job offers and I want to have your help in every step and everything I do. Everything I do is for you babe.
Due to the Economy I want to provide us with security. I can't promise where I will get it but I can promise I will give you it. When we live together in America, Korea everywhere. I hope you like this idea cause I don't want our dreams to be just dreams.
Right now I am not in a good mood. My friend has been on edge all day and has made things not as fun as they originally could have been. We still have fun but things are weighing on him too much too.
My brother called and we will all have dinner together in probably a couple hours. Today went by so fast. It was all a fast dream. I am waiting to see what tomorrow will be like. I have another 10 hours before I will go to bed. I hope you are doing well and can have a wonderful day.
Seriously babe I love your family so much. Your sister is so nice and kind and your brother is so funny. I love you with all of my heart and because of you I am.
Your love carries me through all boundaries and all times. Soon, honey I will go back to school and hopefully complete a project.
Love you so much
I can't wait to spend Sundays again with you hiking, shopping and playing.
You're the best Babe. I didn't mean to rush you today in the morning. I love you more than the sun moon and the stars.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Weekend Overture
Honey this weekend is so full of activities.
My roommate is coming. My brother is coming and my friend is here. I will not be able to write more stories.
I talked to my friend (Fritz's ex) and she gave me a lot of ideas about things to do so next week or sooner I will try harder.
I need to try more to in class. I am worried about not making out well right now.
I dream of us and our wonderful future and I hope you have a wonderful time soon. I can't wait to talk to you... I love you so much and hope we can make good plans soon
I will Love you more and more and never stop... You are amazing and so passionate and perfect for me.
Truly, you deserve the Mrs. Maxim of the year award that I will create someday
My roommate is coming. My brother is coming and my friend is here. I will not be able to write more stories.
I talked to my friend (Fritz's ex) and she gave me a lot of ideas about things to do so next week or sooner I will try harder.
I need to try more to in class. I am worried about not making out well right now.
I dream of us and our wonderful future and I hope you have a wonderful time soon. I can't wait to talk to you... I love you so much and hope we can make good plans soon
I will Love you more and more and never stop... You are amazing and so passionate and perfect for me.
Truly, you deserve the Mrs. Maxim of the year award that I will create someday
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Life Dreams
There are days when I shudder at the fact of what our world is becoming.
The entire world is changing and its sometimes hard to understand why or how.
There are many things that I would like to say to this posting.
To begin with lets talk about America.
America was founded on good ideals that have naturally changed throughout the course of history. America is no longer the dreamland that it once was. Unfortunately it has become a hated nation due to events that happened prior to my birth as well as during my lifetime.
Certain things like health, money, food and family are universal concepts. They are so simple to follow to but Political charades has made people blinded by close mindedness and false concepts.
I would like to talk about my ultimate fantasy world. In an age where the Economy is full of surprises and fluctuations it is important that we hold onto what is truly important. I wish money wasn't important I wish that people could see things for what they truly are. I truly do believe in PANGEA a place where I truly see a Utopian formulating.
I went from rags to riches because I stepped out of the zone and went to Korea. I went there with the idea of learning about myself and finding a new way in this world. I heard that many foreign teachers are breaking contracts and thus leaving a bad mark on Korean society.
In my case I believe some directors deserve it. I will be brutally honest and I hope Mr. J sinks after the hell he put me through. I have yet to meet a more selfish man than him.
I feel bad for leaving my loved one there.
Our world stinks honey. Right now I am not feeling good about anything when it comes to the state of the Economy. I am finding it hard to make a living and just like you I worry about our future cause the way the things are going its full of to much uncertainty.
Here is the truth that we need to live by. 1. I love you so much and nothing can change that. If I don't have much money I will always find a way. I wish the state of affairs was better in this world. I lost faith in America along time ago and wish that the world would pull together more than we have so far. The world is never going to be perfect but our world can be. I am going to try more and more to make things possible. I wrote a Korean today about working in Korea but I havent heard from him yet.
I may be too harsh in my opinions but in my experience the only thing that is going to make the world work is the Love that you and I so fortunately have. I don't like the Economy ways in America right now, Korea may be suffering from some problems as well but no matter what we can live comfortably.
I know our way will lead to happiness that will make people envious of us.
~~~~~~```~~
I thought a lot about things today. I had lunch with Park and he mentioned that movie star you were telling me about. I feel bad for people who always feel that they need to take their own life as a way to escape. It hurt me so much to here my old roommate that killed himself. I hate even writing those words. I was his only roommate he had outside his family and I couldn't talk to him cause we separated ourselves. Tomorrow I am going to meet his ex-gf cause I still feel badly about abandoning him a long time ago.
So much news and so many things to tell you about. I value the same things that you do. I want everything to work out well and I will fight for you no matter what. Building a family with you and sharing what the world has to offer is the best way I think. Someday I want you to come to America.
Anyways,
I think of the world a lot differently than many people do. I don't want the American Economy or politics to be involved in wars, stealing natural resources from other countries or involved in stupid things.
My involvement in America is simple. I want to find a good job, raise a family, and share the American dream of Life, Liberty and the pursuit of happiness in my own way. I want to unify other cultures and make people stop hating me or America.
I say me because I ever since I was a child I thought about caring for other people. When I played with my brother we played with toy animals and gave them human voices. I always had my stuffed animals get along and be friends. I was a cute baby who believed that Everyone could love each other. I later witnessed hateful things that I didn't like cause I believed I was capable of good relationship with everyone. I just want to make that happen.
Honey I wrote a lot of things. I thought I could write something better make it flow but I think its just a lot of thoughts.
Tomorrow I have one class. I have my roommate coming, my friend is coming and my brother may come down. I am tired of listening to politics. I am tired of seeing people act scared or yell at me. People have yelled at me so much since getting back I hate it, and I don't really want to be here now.
This world is so big that honey we have to do whats right for us. I wish I hope I don't cry tonight when I go to bed ...I want to fill my head with dreams of just making wonderful things happen.
i don't know what else to say right now. I am so in love with you and happy I have the best girlfriend in the world. I will write more soon
The entire world is changing and its sometimes hard to understand why or how.
There are many things that I would like to say to this posting.
To begin with lets talk about America.
America was founded on good ideals that have naturally changed throughout the course of history. America is no longer the dreamland that it once was. Unfortunately it has become a hated nation due to events that happened prior to my birth as well as during my lifetime.
Certain things like health, money, food and family are universal concepts. They are so simple to follow to but Political charades has made people blinded by close mindedness and false concepts.
I would like to talk about my ultimate fantasy world. In an age where the Economy is full of surprises and fluctuations it is important that we hold onto what is truly important. I wish money wasn't important I wish that people could see things for what they truly are. I truly do believe in PANGEA a place where I truly see a Utopian formulating.
I went from rags to riches because I stepped out of the zone and went to Korea. I went there with the idea of learning about myself and finding a new way in this world. I heard that many foreign teachers are breaking contracts and thus leaving a bad mark on Korean society.
In my case I believe some directors deserve it. I will be brutally honest and I hope Mr. J sinks after the hell he put me through. I have yet to meet a more selfish man than him.
I feel bad for leaving my loved one there.
Our world stinks honey. Right now I am not feeling good about anything when it comes to the state of the Economy. I am finding it hard to make a living and just like you I worry about our future cause the way the things are going its full of to much uncertainty.
Here is the truth that we need to live by. 1. I love you so much and nothing can change that. If I don't have much money I will always find a way. I wish the state of affairs was better in this world. I lost faith in America along time ago and wish that the world would pull together more than we have so far. The world is never going to be perfect but our world can be. I am going to try more and more to make things possible. I wrote a Korean today about working in Korea but I havent heard from him yet.
I may be too harsh in my opinions but in my experience the only thing that is going to make the world work is the Love that you and I so fortunately have. I don't like the Economy ways in America right now, Korea may be suffering from some problems as well but no matter what we can live comfortably.
I know our way will lead to happiness that will make people envious of us.
~~~~~~```~~
I thought a lot about things today. I had lunch with Park and he mentioned that movie star you were telling me about. I feel bad for people who always feel that they need to take their own life as a way to escape. It hurt me so much to here my old roommate that killed himself. I hate even writing those words. I was his only roommate he had outside his family and I couldn't talk to him cause we separated ourselves. Tomorrow I am going to meet his ex-gf cause I still feel badly about abandoning him a long time ago.
So much news and so many things to tell you about. I value the same things that you do. I want everything to work out well and I will fight for you no matter what. Building a family with you and sharing what the world has to offer is the best way I think. Someday I want you to come to America.
Anyways,
I think of the world a lot differently than many people do. I don't want the American Economy or politics to be involved in wars, stealing natural resources from other countries or involved in stupid things.
My involvement in America is simple. I want to find a good job, raise a family, and share the American dream of Life, Liberty and the pursuit of happiness in my own way. I want to unify other cultures and make people stop hating me or America.
I say me because I ever since I was a child I thought about caring for other people. When I played with my brother we played with toy animals and gave them human voices. I always had my stuffed animals get along and be friends. I was a cute baby who believed that Everyone could love each other. I later witnessed hateful things that I didn't like cause I believed I was capable of good relationship with everyone. I just want to make that happen.
Honey I wrote a lot of things. I thought I could write something better make it flow but I think its just a lot of thoughts.
Tomorrow I have one class. I have my roommate coming, my friend is coming and my brother may come down. I am tired of listening to politics. I am tired of seeing people act scared or yell at me. People have yelled at me so much since getting back I hate it, and I don't really want to be here now.
This world is so big that honey we have to do whats right for us. I wish I hope I don't cry tonight when I go to bed ...I want to fill my head with dreams of just making wonderful things happen.
i don't know what else to say right now. I am so in love with you and happy I have the best girlfriend in the world. I will write more soon
Becoming Renaissance Person
In the Middle ages, Leonardo was all-rounder. That is, He was a unique type of Renaessance person. He was scientist, artist, architect and even mathematician. He had involved in drawing church works and had left lots of his drawings to be prototype of human body.
The world is changing rapidly and we have to adapt this situation. Each field wants to hire some people who have specific skills. For example, a English academy boss wants to hire people like native speakers. He or she doesn't want them to have skills including writing stories and using computer. In short, they don't want Renaissance people.
But here, my academy wants to hige this kind of people. We have to know how to fix copy machine, talk to parents well, write handwriting neatly on the board without line at all, make syllabus, check absent kids, write the date on the left top of the board and check kids homework within 5~10 minds perfectly. These are not enough. At least, I can write down 10 more things.
All these happening are just in a month. Most of them just in a day. My boss tells us he wants to hire English speakers, but in fact, he makes us become Renaissance People.
Soon I could fly in the sky without engine like Leonardo's drawing. I feel like becoming him. I still can't finish my work on proper time, but my velocity is getting faster and my know how is improved for last 2 years.
Honey, I told you don't be a Superman for me. If I write this, you might worry about me more than before. But I am still strong and good. You know how much I work hard here and am affected by work everyday. I am sorry but I can't say anything except work.
These days, home baking attracts me so much. I want to learn lots of thing which I don't know. Cooking, Studying, Counting, Knitting, Sewing, Drawing and taking pictures. And I really want to be an all rounder for you.
The world is changing rapidly and we have to adapt this situation. Each field wants to hire some people who have specific skills. For example, a English academy boss wants to hire people like native speakers. He or she doesn't want them to have skills including writing stories and using computer. In short, they don't want Renaissance people.
But here, my academy wants to hige this kind of people. We have to know how to fix copy machine, talk to parents well, write handwriting neatly on the board without line at all, make syllabus, check absent kids, write the date on the left top of the board and check kids homework within 5~10 minds perfectly. These are not enough. At least, I can write down 10 more things.
All these happening are just in a month. Most of them just in a day. My boss tells us he wants to hire English speakers, but in fact, he makes us become Renaissance People.
Soon I could fly in the sky without engine like Leonardo's drawing. I feel like becoming him. I still can't finish my work on proper time, but my velocity is getting faster and my know how is improved for last 2 years.
Honey, I told you don't be a Superman for me. If I write this, you might worry about me more than before. But I am still strong and good. You know how much I work hard here and am affected by work everyday. I am sorry but I can't say anything except work.
These days, home baking attracts me so much. I want to learn lots of thing which I don't know. Cooking, Studying, Counting, Knitting, Sewing, Drawing and taking pictures. And I really want to be an all rounder for you.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Mail Call
Honey Today I went to the Post Office. I mailed your package you will get it next week^^ I can't wait I am sad that you will not get my second gift though but I will get it to you somehow.
School is too easy and boring so I am trying to look for a job. I applied to one today. I don't think I will get it though. I am trying so hard cause I want to provide for you and help you with everything. College? etc.
I love you so much honey. Today I also went for a hike in my new shoes. They are comfortable but I can't wait to get back into the teaching realm. I went up the mountain which honey I have to show you someday. There isn't a mountain to high that we cant climb over.
I hope we can teach together again I think someday we need to have our school and even better a restaurant together.
I cooked spaghetti today. It was good
I hope you are enjoying the Alchemist a lot. I can send you other books too.
There are many things on my mind but I know you already know them. I hope everything gets better for us and that we can enjoy many wonderful things. I will get more busy this month
I am driven by our love cause its the best feeling I have ever felt in my life. Its something I never want to lose.
School is too easy and boring so I am trying to look for a job. I applied to one today. I don't think I will get it though. I am trying so hard cause I want to provide for you and help you with everything. College? etc.
I love you so much honey. Today I also went for a hike in my new shoes. They are comfortable but I can't wait to get back into the teaching realm. I went up the mountain which honey I have to show you someday. There isn't a mountain to high that we cant climb over.
I hope we can teach together again I think someday we need to have our school and even better a restaurant together.
I cooked spaghetti today. It was good
I hope you are enjoying the Alchemist a lot. I can send you other books too.
There are many things on my mind but I know you already know them. I hope everything gets better for us and that we can enjoy many wonderful things. I will get more busy this month
I am driven by our love cause its the best feeling I have ever felt in my life. Its something I never want to lose.
Sweet Cake and Life
Birthday has to be celebrated by everyone. Today was Mr.J's birthday and there was no special event. I thought he is successful man and boss of Yale foreign language academy. But at the same time, he is very poor man in the world. Cause I didn't see anyone who came and celebrated his birthday.
In my case, whole my family and my lovely boyfriend, Nick, celebrated my birthday a lot. To spend good time with good people was good for me. Birthday was one of the biggest events for a year and after my birthday, I started to count days from on that day.
Especially when I was young, I didn't like my birthday at all. I lived in a small countryside town, there were no stores to buy something good food, fruits and clothes. Moreover, My birthday was in January and everyone was in winter vacation. So there was no way to get my presents from my kids, either.
I thought about life and sweet cake a lot. What is life? Which life is the best? Do I just have to wait for something happens and eat sweet cake given from others? Or I have to try to find my own life and fight against the fortune?
As I told you, I am reading "The Alchemist". It makes me think about my life and uncertain future. There are lots of ways in front of me, and I don't know still which ways I have to choose.
But I want to bake sweet cookie and cake for you. I won't make you have the experience like Mr. J. I'm pretty sure. We will cook for each other everyday and everyone can smell sweet bread or cookies near our house.
Life is short rather than long. It's not enough for us enjoy the life. So there's no time frown, angry, and bored. Honey, Let's enjoy more and smile more.
The sun is bright and it will be shining above us. ^^
In my case, whole my family and my lovely boyfriend, Nick, celebrated my birthday a lot. To spend good time with good people was good for me. Birthday was one of the biggest events for a year and after my birthday, I started to count days from on that day.
Especially when I was young, I didn't like my birthday at all. I lived in a small countryside town, there were no stores to buy something good food, fruits and clothes. Moreover, My birthday was in January and everyone was in winter vacation. So there was no way to get my presents from my kids, either.
I thought about life and sweet cake a lot. What is life? Which life is the best? Do I just have to wait for something happens and eat sweet cake given from others? Or I have to try to find my own life and fight against the fortune?
As I told you, I am reading "The Alchemist". It makes me think about my life and uncertain future. There are lots of ways in front of me, and I don't know still which ways I have to choose.
But I want to bake sweet cookie and cake for you. I won't make you have the experience like Mr. J. I'm pretty sure. We will cook for each other everyday and everyone can smell sweet bread or cookies near our house.
Life is short rather than long. It's not enough for us enjoy the life. So there's no time frown, angry, and bored. Honey, Let's enjoy more and smile more.
The sun is bright and it will be shining above us. ^^
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