Honey your story made me sad a little. Sometimes I feel if I didnt leave you wouldn't be feeling this. I worry a lot about your health because you shouldn't have to feel so bad a lot. Honey I don't sleep well at night I cry too much because I left you. I shouldn't tell you this but I tell you because I care so much. I truly never want you to feel that way again. I have been praying for my nightmare to end ----where I can just stay with you and not care about anything else.
I hope you don't feel sad reading this story now. When I am coming in a few weeks at most I will have such a wonderful time with you. I have so much things to look forward to and I don't want you to worry now. Honey I am the happiest man in the world cause of you and I just want to make everything right for you. I don't want you to feel badness. I wish I could make your headache go away and if I didn't leave I would have helped.
Honey very soon I will be there and I will be able to do more than I can now. I have so many good dreams for us that everything is possible and we will have a good time.
I am sorry I haven't been able to talk to you much. I was sad msotly cause I couldn't talk to you. my mom and brother were ok but it was hard to not be able to wake up to you.
Babe I can't express to you how much I love you all I know is that this is the month tat I have wanted for long time I never want to leave you again.
I love you so much don't worry please. Honey I will come asap. I just feel so happy that I got you with me. I miss you and just want you to be happy..
Honey I got so much to tell you soon
talk soon
love you
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sickness
Honey, I've had a headache for a week. I really hope I am better but my headache doesn't leave me at all. I don't know why I have still a slight headache. I already took medicine, slept a lot and eat enough but it's so so. I think because of cold I have dizzy and headache.
Did you have good time with your mom and brother? I had good time with my brother. He came home on Saturday and we went out to see a movie. I saw "007 Quantum of Solace". It was good, but I was too tired to pay attention this movie.
Today I sewed a lot. I made two Christmas cards for your parents. I am still making your brother's. I love sewing and seeing my quilt works but my right index finger hurt and have injury. It will be cured soon.
Tomorrow morning, I will be happier than today. Cause I will use your Cherry blossom body products. ^^ Every kids would ask me to use what kind of perfum. It smells so sweet and lovely like you.
December is around the corner. This month is the happiest month we will have and we will do lots of things together soon. I can't wait to see you honey. The weather is colder, we will love more each other. ^^
I really miss your bosom too much. LOVE YOU HONEY. talk soon.
Did you have good time with your mom and brother? I had good time with my brother. He came home on Saturday and we went out to see a movie. I saw "007 Quantum of Solace". It was good, but I was too tired to pay attention this movie.
Today I sewed a lot. I made two Christmas cards for your parents. I am still making your brother's. I love sewing and seeing my quilt works but my right index finger hurt and have injury. It will be cured soon.
Tomorrow morning, I will be happier than today. Cause I will use your Cherry blossom body products. ^^ Every kids would ask me to use what kind of perfum. It smells so sweet and lovely like you.
December is around the corner. This month is the happiest month we will have and we will do lots of things together soon. I can't wait to see you honey. The weather is colder, we will love more each other. ^^
I really miss your bosom too much. LOVE YOU HONEY. talk soon.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Kalispell
Today I have been home for the first time in 3 months or more. I have only been hoem for a total of 10 days in the last 2 years. Its always kind of shocking for me to come home and witness how much things have changed.
My cousin and I noticed a for sale sign on the house which means anyone can buy it if they want it. My mom hopes to be moved out here in the next year. The house looks a lot different too.
The rooms are clean, a little empty and changed. My mom changed my room without asking me which makes me a little perturbed. I am getting rid of more things though. I am also packing my personal things here so if my mom moves I can put them in a storage for our future living. I am excited for this.
Honey, I cleaned the house today, I sold my old computer (the one I had in Korea) and got 100 dollars for it! I am happy because I made some money now. I want to sell more things. I think I have a date with Hollister again soon :)
I am too addicted to shopping. Tomorrow I will eat with my mom and brother. I hope it goes fast. Mom is cooking a turkey even though there's only 3 of us. She has been at work all day too so I haven't talked to her much.
Dad was fine. He bought us breakfast and just talked a while. I think I will see him again on Saturday when I am going back to Missoula. On the way back I will see my cousin. I am excited for that. Honey as I told you I have great cousins and hope you can meet them soon.
I am a little tired today now because I did a lot of work around the house. Washed the dishes, went to the post office, sold my computer, and now will cook some food cause I am starving.
Love you so much.
Kalispell is good but I am looking forward to getting back to Missoula, and even more importantly YOU.
My cousin and I noticed a for sale sign on the house which means anyone can buy it if they want it. My mom hopes to be moved out here in the next year. The house looks a lot different too.
The rooms are clean, a little empty and changed. My mom changed my room without asking me which makes me a little perturbed. I am getting rid of more things though. I am also packing my personal things here so if my mom moves I can put them in a storage for our future living. I am excited for this.
Honey, I cleaned the house today, I sold my old computer (the one I had in Korea) and got 100 dollars for it! I am happy because I made some money now. I want to sell more things. I think I have a date with Hollister again soon :)
I am too addicted to shopping. Tomorrow I will eat with my mom and brother. I hope it goes fast. Mom is cooking a turkey even though there's only 3 of us. She has been at work all day too so I haven't talked to her much.
Dad was fine. He bought us breakfast and just talked a while. I think I will see him again on Saturday when I am going back to Missoula. On the way back I will see my cousin. I am excited for that. Honey as I told you I have great cousins and hope you can meet them soon.
I am a little tired today now because I did a lot of work around the house. Washed the dishes, went to the post office, sold my computer, and now will cook some food cause I am starving.
Love you so much.
Kalispell is good but I am looking forward to getting back to Missoula, and even more importantly YOU.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Endevearing to be Closer to You
Today was my last real weekend in November. I will be going home this week to be basically saying goodbye to Kalispell. Its going to be kind of ironic but I think that this week will be my last time in Kalispell for a long time. I may go back to fly out of the airport soon but its the last time I will be calling it home. I believe my mom will move out soon.
I hope that this last 10 day of school is smooth. I don't want to be in school anymore. The next time I want to be in school is to be studying by your side. Honey I want to share college life together. I want the two of us to live comfortably studying something important and enjoying the nice atmosphere that the University has.
This week went by so fast. I think this last week will even be faster. I only have two days of school and then I will be able to visit some cousins of mine and see my family. I am sorry but I can't use the computer at all for a few days :(
I will write many stories though about Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is something that I want you to enjoy with me someday. Its a good setting for family. Our family^^
Tonight I am just going to rest and relax. I have to go to campus early tomorrow because Paul finally has a job and will get up early tomorrow. I won't be able to talk a lot tomorrow I am afraid.
Our future is going to be so full of happiness, I know that the economy and everything isn't as promising but Our Love will make us endure and beat any challenges we face. As always, I have so much Love for you my face is glowing with happiness all the time because of you (*__*). When you go to bed tonight just think happy thoughts and don't care about bad things.
honey when I see you I want to teach you billiards, swim more, hike, everything *~*
talk soon honey
I hope that this last 10 day of school is smooth. I don't want to be in school anymore. The next time I want to be in school is to be studying by your side. Honey I want to share college life together. I want the two of us to live comfortably studying something important and enjoying the nice atmosphere that the University has.
This week went by so fast. I think this last week will even be faster. I only have two days of school and then I will be able to visit some cousins of mine and see my family. I am sorry but I can't use the computer at all for a few days :(
I will write many stories though about Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is something that I want you to enjoy with me someday. Its a good setting for family. Our family^^
Tonight I am just going to rest and relax. I have to go to campus early tomorrow because Paul finally has a job and will get up early tomorrow. I won't be able to talk a lot tomorrow I am afraid.
Our future is going to be so full of happiness, I know that the economy and everything isn't as promising but Our Love will make us endure and beat any challenges we face. As always, I have so much Love for you my face is glowing with happiness all the time because of you (*__*). When you go to bed tonight just think happy thoughts and don't care about bad things.
honey when I see you I want to teach you billiards, swim more, hike, everything *~*
talk soon honey
Friday, November 21, 2008
Knitting my life with you
Honey
Nowadays I am trying to think about my future more than before. I don't know what I have to do yet, but I am pretty sure I really want to be with you and spend my life with you. I can't imagine my life without you.
I was loved, am still loved and will be loved by you all the time. Maybe someday our love will fade a little bit, but we will love each other forever.
The weather is getting colder. I shivered a lot at work and felt the wind like the edge of the sharp knife. When it blew, I couldn't feel anything on my face, but hurt all my face. Today I forgot to bring my mittens which you bought me last year. I regreted a lot all day.
Today I did impulse buying. Viki showed me a great blue shirt and I just bought it without thinking. At that time I didn't think about my money in my wallet. Whenever I buy something for you, I just buy them unconciously and after buying them I notice the fact that I buy them for you.
I am wonder how great our future is and dream of it in my dream all the time. Being with you will make me happy and make enjoy my life. Love you so much and thank you all the time.
Nowadays I am trying to think about my future more than before. I don't know what I have to do yet, but I am pretty sure I really want to be with you and spend my life with you. I can't imagine my life without you.
I was loved, am still loved and will be loved by you all the time. Maybe someday our love will fade a little bit, but we will love each other forever.
The weather is getting colder. I shivered a lot at work and felt the wind like the edge of the sharp knife. When it blew, I couldn't feel anything on my face, but hurt all my face. Today I forgot to bring my mittens which you bought me last year. I regreted a lot all day.
Today I did impulse buying. Viki showed me a great blue shirt and I just bought it without thinking. At that time I didn't think about my money in my wallet. Whenever I buy something for you, I just buy them unconciously and after buying them I notice the fact that I buy them for you.
I am wonder how great our future is and dream of it in my dream all the time. Being with you will make me happy and make enjoy my life. Love you so much and thank you all the time.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Family
This weekend I saw my dad and my brother. It was good to see them. I really hope that you can see them soon. I know that they will love you so much. It was nice to just be able to get away from my roommate. He doesn't do anything.
Honey the more I think about Family the more I am really hoping to make a family with you. WE got the best chemistry makeup in the world. It makes me so happy when you talk about my father.
Family is so important to us and its something that I want to share with you the most.
This weekend I also visited my new favorite store Hollister. I hope we can go there together someday. I think when we live in a bigger city and different place we will be able to try many wonderful opportunities. DYNAMIC BUSAN will be a good start.
Honey nowadays I can only think about you. I don't want you to think about Bankruptcy that will never happen to you as long as I am alive. I love you too much for you to let that happen.
So this week will be especially interesting its my last week that I hope to care about things. my brother jsut walked so I have to go talk soon^^ love.
Honey the more I think about Family the more I am really hoping to make a family with you. WE got the best chemistry makeup in the world. It makes me so happy when you talk about my father.
Family is so important to us and its something that I want to share with you the most.
This weekend I also visited my new favorite store Hollister. I hope we can go there together someday. I think when we live in a bigger city and different place we will be able to try many wonderful opportunities. DYNAMIC BUSAN will be a good start.
Honey nowadays I can only think about you. I don't want you to think about Bankruptcy that will never happen to you as long as I am alive. I love you too much for you to let that happen.
So this week will be especially interesting its my last week that I hope to care about things. my brother jsut walked so I have to go talk soon^^ love.
Dynamic Busan
On Saturday, after work, I went to Busan to carry my brother's clothes including two shirts, a sweater and a jacket. Before I went to work, I was so~~ busy. Swimming, buying clothes, coming back home from Bean Pole outlet and then going work were my schedule.
You know how much I love swimming in the morning, especially when my condition is bad. I swam for 20 mins and shopped for 40 mins. There wasn't any room to breathe slowly. Cause my work time was fixted, so I had to be there before 1 p.m.
I drank a cup of milk at home and had hard time at work. My throat got worse so I couldn't teach well. In fact, I couldn't talk at all in TD1 class which was the last class on Saturday.
Meeting people who I already knew is good when I am alone at the public place such as train station. While I was ordering snack, Susan in MA1 class found me. We got on the same train and her family sat next to me. I slept a little and watched animation on my i-pod.
My brother was waiting for me at the station with his girl friend. Brother and I had Steamed pork soup with bone, some vegetables and kimchi inside.
On the next day, Complaining girl and other friend came to Busan. We had great lunch in front of the Busan University which was my school once and where I used to inline skating and study Semantic. Some buildings were changed and interior was better than before. They looked more morden and high image.
After lunch we visited Gwangan Beach where we went as our last travel. Wide Sea made us slient. Although the weather was a little cloudy and windy, my mind was so happy. I thought of you a lot and reminded how much we enjoyed the sea. We'll have the same time there soon.
See you soon in Dynamic Busan. ^^
You know how much I love swimming in the morning, especially when my condition is bad. I swam for 20 mins and shopped for 40 mins. There wasn't any room to breathe slowly. Cause my work time was fixted, so I had to be there before 1 p.m.
I drank a cup of milk at home and had hard time at work. My throat got worse so I couldn't teach well. In fact, I couldn't talk at all in TD1 class which was the last class on Saturday.
Meeting people who I already knew is good when I am alone at the public place such as train station. While I was ordering snack, Susan in MA1 class found me. We got on the same train and her family sat next to me. I slept a little and watched animation on my i-pod.
My brother was waiting for me at the station with his girl friend. Brother and I had Steamed pork soup with bone, some vegetables and kimchi inside.
On the next day, Complaining girl and other friend came to Busan. We had great lunch in front of the Busan University which was my school once and where I used to inline skating and study Semantic. Some buildings were changed and interior was better than before. They looked more morden and high image.
After lunch we visited Gwangan Beach where we went as our last travel. Wide Sea made us slient. Although the weather was a little cloudy and windy, my mind was so happy. I thought of you a lot and reminded how much we enjoyed the sea. We'll have the same time there soon.
See you soon in Dynamic Busan. ^^
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