Winter time

I am trapped in my house and its due to the coming of Snow. I find it odd that it has come this late but finally here it is. I ran to the school today for the first time and thought I wasnt going to make it because it was so cold. I went because Park wanted to have breakfast and it was my last time I will run down the windy snowy streets of Missoula for food.


I stayed at my home most of the day packing and preparing for my trip to go back home which may come as late as Monday now. Its hard to believe that school is over. I really hope that the snow melts fastly because I would like to go for a walk again. I don't want to go out at all now.


My room is looking pretty bare and I am smiling^^

I want to move into my new home where I truly would like to make it my better half's home as well someday.

I have been thinking about a lot of things lately. I was looking back at all the memories that happened in the past 3 months. Its hard to believe I used to be riding a bike to school to using my two cars of my two roommates.


When I get to Korea it is my hope to create a new blog. Honey its my belief that you can sell your quilt works, and our writing can open up more doors. I am reading my friends blog to get some ideas and think that we can create an amazing thing filled with stories, our love, and our ideas for our building blocks of our future.


Honey less than 10 days until I get to see you. I am so happy to think this. I will never again make you sad when I write and I will try more to use what I learned here.


I will go to bed soon as I sit here and wait for you. I hope your Sunday has been fun and you were able to get the answers you wanted. Love you so much
talk to you soon

My one and only True Sa Rang hae

I thought Missoula would give me some answers that I had been asking myself for a while. I came back to Missoula 4 months ago making a new start after spending time in Korea. Tomorrow is probably the last day I will be in Missoula for a long time. I am Looking forward to leaving actually. Its time I move on. I have said goodbye to everything I want to remember in Missoula. When I return again I want to be with Shuske and wander aimlessly and just enjoy the great feelings Missoula is capable of.


I am going home now. I will go home to unpack, re-pack and say goodbye to Kalispell, my hometown. This is very important to me and kind of sad because I really don't care if i ever return there.

I am ready to go back to Korea and make the best possible future there could ever be. I know that I am lucky, I just haven't realized it yet. My future is shining bright and I want to do all I can do in order to make our future burn brightly. My vision has always been cloudy but I have found someone who makes me see clearly.


I go to bed tonight after re arranging my room for the last time. I have packed a lot of things and will finish to do this tomorrow...

Nothing else matters to me now than building a future and creating joy in the best source of happiness in my life. There's no boundary's. I love you so much and in 7 days I will be closer to you than now. you're all I think of and care about.

Standing Tall

I am done with school again. I will only go back to school if I am to go with you to a grad program in the future. I had a long day that I would just as soon forget. my roommate fixe his car after I bought him the part. He seem to be ungrateful because he complained so much about me afterwards. I almost punched him in the face. Honey I am sure he is going nuts.


I feel pressure living here and dealing with my friends who seem to be immature and have strange views of me. Honey to be brutally honest the only thing that keeps me standing Tall is You.


Honey I love you so much. Part of the reason I love you so much is because you can make me go from feeling terrible to feeling so high. When you kiss me I will probably die and feel like going to heaven.

my new roommate is cool. he can be weird but he is more understanding and more fun that Paul. I feel so bad for Paul.

Today he didn't want to go get money using his change. Honey he has no money but he many coins. he could have paid for a 3 dollar movie easy but he refused because he was afraid of his image in public. Its weird because when he goes out with me he only wears sandals and a t-shirt with sweatpants. Its funny he cares about how he spends his money but not how he looks. I hope you can see what I am talking about.


Anyways, after monday I will be done for sure. I will turn in my work as it is and be able to move on with things.


I am going to start our new blog soon too!

Love you so much and I will write again soon

12/6/2008

Nick

Kim-Palmer

MY Darling Babe
You are the foundation that holds me up. I adore you so much and you ignite my passion when all is missing from me.