Honey your story made me sad a little. Sometimes I feel if I didnt leave you wouldn't be feeling this. I worry a lot about your health because you shouldn't have to feel so bad a lot. Honey I don't sleep well at night I cry too much because I left you. I shouldn't tell you this but I tell you because I care so much. I truly never want you to feel that way again. I have been praying for my nightmare to end ----where I can just stay with you and not care about anything else.
I hope you don't feel sad reading this story now. When I am coming in a few weeks at most I will have such a wonderful time with you. I have so much things to look forward to and I don't want you to worry now. Honey I am the happiest man in the world cause of you and I just want to make everything right for you. I don't want you to feel badness. I wish I could make your headache go away and if I didn't leave I would have helped.
Honey very soon I will be there and I will be able to do more than I can now. I have so many good dreams for us that everything is possible and we will have a good time.
I am sorry I haven't been able to talk to you much. I was sad msotly cause I couldn't talk to you. my mom and brother were ok but it was hard to not be able to wake up to you.
Babe I can't express to you how much I love you all I know is that this is the month tat I have wanted for long time I never want to leave you again.
I love you so much don't worry please. Honey I will come asap. I just feel so happy that I got you with me. I miss you and just want you to be happy..
Honey I got so much to tell you soon
talk soon
love you
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sickness
Honey, I've had a headache for a week. I really hope I am better but my headache doesn't leave me at all. I don't know why I have still a slight headache. I already took medicine, slept a lot and eat enough but it's so so. I think because of cold I have dizzy and headache.
Did you have good time with your mom and brother? I had good time with my brother. He came home on Saturday and we went out to see a movie. I saw "007 Quantum of Solace". It was good, but I was too tired to pay attention this movie.
Today I sewed a lot. I made two Christmas cards for your parents. I am still making your brother's. I love sewing and seeing my quilt works but my right index finger hurt and have injury. It will be cured soon.
Tomorrow morning, I will be happier than today. Cause I will use your Cherry blossom body products. ^^ Every kids would ask me to use what kind of perfum. It smells so sweet and lovely like you.
December is around the corner. This month is the happiest month we will have and we will do lots of things together soon. I can't wait to see you honey. The weather is colder, we will love more each other. ^^
I really miss your bosom too much. LOVE YOU HONEY. talk soon.
Did you have good time with your mom and brother? I had good time with my brother. He came home on Saturday and we went out to see a movie. I saw "007 Quantum of Solace". It was good, but I was too tired to pay attention this movie.
Today I sewed a lot. I made two Christmas cards for your parents. I am still making your brother's. I love sewing and seeing my quilt works but my right index finger hurt and have injury. It will be cured soon.
Tomorrow morning, I will be happier than today. Cause I will use your Cherry blossom body products. ^^ Every kids would ask me to use what kind of perfum. It smells so sweet and lovely like you.
December is around the corner. This month is the happiest month we will have and we will do lots of things together soon. I can't wait to see you honey. The weather is colder, we will love more each other. ^^
I really miss your bosom too much. LOVE YOU HONEY. talk soon.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Kalispell
Today I have been home for the first time in 3 months or more. I have only been hoem for a total of 10 days in the last 2 years. Its always kind of shocking for me to come home and witness how much things have changed.
My cousin and I noticed a for sale sign on the house which means anyone can buy it if they want it. My mom hopes to be moved out here in the next year. The house looks a lot different too.
The rooms are clean, a little empty and changed. My mom changed my room without asking me which makes me a little perturbed. I am getting rid of more things though. I am also packing my personal things here so if my mom moves I can put them in a storage for our future living. I am excited for this.
Honey, I cleaned the house today, I sold my old computer (the one I had in Korea) and got 100 dollars for it! I am happy because I made some money now. I want to sell more things. I think I have a date with Hollister again soon :)
I am too addicted to shopping. Tomorrow I will eat with my mom and brother. I hope it goes fast. Mom is cooking a turkey even though there's only 3 of us. She has been at work all day too so I haven't talked to her much.
Dad was fine. He bought us breakfast and just talked a while. I think I will see him again on Saturday when I am going back to Missoula. On the way back I will see my cousin. I am excited for that. Honey as I told you I have great cousins and hope you can meet them soon.
I am a little tired today now because I did a lot of work around the house. Washed the dishes, went to the post office, sold my computer, and now will cook some food cause I am starving.
Love you so much.
Kalispell is good but I am looking forward to getting back to Missoula, and even more importantly YOU.
My cousin and I noticed a for sale sign on the house which means anyone can buy it if they want it. My mom hopes to be moved out here in the next year. The house looks a lot different too.
The rooms are clean, a little empty and changed. My mom changed my room without asking me which makes me a little perturbed. I am getting rid of more things though. I am also packing my personal things here so if my mom moves I can put them in a storage for our future living. I am excited for this.
Honey, I cleaned the house today, I sold my old computer (the one I had in Korea) and got 100 dollars for it! I am happy because I made some money now. I want to sell more things. I think I have a date with Hollister again soon :)
I am too addicted to shopping. Tomorrow I will eat with my mom and brother. I hope it goes fast. Mom is cooking a turkey even though there's only 3 of us. She has been at work all day too so I haven't talked to her much.
Dad was fine. He bought us breakfast and just talked a while. I think I will see him again on Saturday when I am going back to Missoula. On the way back I will see my cousin. I am excited for that. Honey as I told you I have great cousins and hope you can meet them soon.
I am a little tired today now because I did a lot of work around the house. Washed the dishes, went to the post office, sold my computer, and now will cook some food cause I am starving.
Love you so much.
Kalispell is good but I am looking forward to getting back to Missoula, and even more importantly YOU.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Endevearing to be Closer to You
Today was my last real weekend in November. I will be going home this week to be basically saying goodbye to Kalispell. Its going to be kind of ironic but I think that this week will be my last time in Kalispell for a long time. I may go back to fly out of the airport soon but its the last time I will be calling it home. I believe my mom will move out soon.
I hope that this last 10 day of school is smooth. I don't want to be in school anymore. The next time I want to be in school is to be studying by your side. Honey I want to share college life together. I want the two of us to live comfortably studying something important and enjoying the nice atmosphere that the University has.
This week went by so fast. I think this last week will even be faster. I only have two days of school and then I will be able to visit some cousins of mine and see my family. I am sorry but I can't use the computer at all for a few days :(
I will write many stories though about Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is something that I want you to enjoy with me someday. Its a good setting for family. Our family^^
Tonight I am just going to rest and relax. I have to go to campus early tomorrow because Paul finally has a job and will get up early tomorrow. I won't be able to talk a lot tomorrow I am afraid.
Our future is going to be so full of happiness, I know that the economy and everything isn't as promising but Our Love will make us endure and beat any challenges we face. As always, I have so much Love for you my face is glowing with happiness all the time because of you (*__*). When you go to bed tonight just think happy thoughts and don't care about bad things.
honey when I see you I want to teach you billiards, swim more, hike, everything *~*
talk soon honey
I hope that this last 10 day of school is smooth. I don't want to be in school anymore. The next time I want to be in school is to be studying by your side. Honey I want to share college life together. I want the two of us to live comfortably studying something important and enjoying the nice atmosphere that the University has.
This week went by so fast. I think this last week will even be faster. I only have two days of school and then I will be able to visit some cousins of mine and see my family. I am sorry but I can't use the computer at all for a few days :(
I will write many stories though about Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is something that I want you to enjoy with me someday. Its a good setting for family. Our family^^
Tonight I am just going to rest and relax. I have to go to campus early tomorrow because Paul finally has a job and will get up early tomorrow. I won't be able to talk a lot tomorrow I am afraid.
Our future is going to be so full of happiness, I know that the economy and everything isn't as promising but Our Love will make us endure and beat any challenges we face. As always, I have so much Love for you my face is glowing with happiness all the time because of you (*__*). When you go to bed tonight just think happy thoughts and don't care about bad things.
honey when I see you I want to teach you billiards, swim more, hike, everything *~*
talk soon honey
Friday, November 21, 2008
Knitting my life with you
Honey
Nowadays I am trying to think about my future more than before. I don't know what I have to do yet, but I am pretty sure I really want to be with you and spend my life with you. I can't imagine my life without you.
I was loved, am still loved and will be loved by you all the time. Maybe someday our love will fade a little bit, but we will love each other forever.
The weather is getting colder. I shivered a lot at work and felt the wind like the edge of the sharp knife. When it blew, I couldn't feel anything on my face, but hurt all my face. Today I forgot to bring my mittens which you bought me last year. I regreted a lot all day.
Today I did impulse buying. Viki showed me a great blue shirt and I just bought it without thinking. At that time I didn't think about my money in my wallet. Whenever I buy something for you, I just buy them unconciously and after buying them I notice the fact that I buy them for you.
I am wonder how great our future is and dream of it in my dream all the time. Being with you will make me happy and make enjoy my life. Love you so much and thank you all the time.
Nowadays I am trying to think about my future more than before. I don't know what I have to do yet, but I am pretty sure I really want to be with you and spend my life with you. I can't imagine my life without you.
I was loved, am still loved and will be loved by you all the time. Maybe someday our love will fade a little bit, but we will love each other forever.
The weather is getting colder. I shivered a lot at work and felt the wind like the edge of the sharp knife. When it blew, I couldn't feel anything on my face, but hurt all my face. Today I forgot to bring my mittens which you bought me last year. I regreted a lot all day.
Today I did impulse buying. Viki showed me a great blue shirt and I just bought it without thinking. At that time I didn't think about my money in my wallet. Whenever I buy something for you, I just buy them unconciously and after buying them I notice the fact that I buy them for you.
I am wonder how great our future is and dream of it in my dream all the time. Being with you will make me happy and make enjoy my life. Love you so much and thank you all the time.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Family
This weekend I saw my dad and my brother. It was good to see them. I really hope that you can see them soon. I know that they will love you so much. It was nice to just be able to get away from my roommate. He doesn't do anything.
Honey the more I think about Family the more I am really hoping to make a family with you. WE got the best chemistry makeup in the world. It makes me so happy when you talk about my father.
Family is so important to us and its something that I want to share with you the most.
This weekend I also visited my new favorite store Hollister. I hope we can go there together someday. I think when we live in a bigger city and different place we will be able to try many wonderful opportunities. DYNAMIC BUSAN will be a good start.
Honey nowadays I can only think about you. I don't want you to think about Bankruptcy that will never happen to you as long as I am alive. I love you too much for you to let that happen.
So this week will be especially interesting its my last week that I hope to care about things. my brother jsut walked so I have to go talk soon^^ love.
Honey the more I think about Family the more I am really hoping to make a family with you. WE got the best chemistry makeup in the world. It makes me so happy when you talk about my father.
Family is so important to us and its something that I want to share with you the most.
This weekend I also visited my new favorite store Hollister. I hope we can go there together someday. I think when we live in a bigger city and different place we will be able to try many wonderful opportunities. DYNAMIC BUSAN will be a good start.
Honey nowadays I can only think about you. I don't want you to think about Bankruptcy that will never happen to you as long as I am alive. I love you too much for you to let that happen.
So this week will be especially interesting its my last week that I hope to care about things. my brother jsut walked so I have to go talk soon^^ love.
Dynamic Busan
On Saturday, after work, I went to Busan to carry my brother's clothes including two shirts, a sweater and a jacket. Before I went to work, I was so~~ busy. Swimming, buying clothes, coming back home from Bean Pole outlet and then going work were my schedule.
You know how much I love swimming in the morning, especially when my condition is bad. I swam for 20 mins and shopped for 40 mins. There wasn't any room to breathe slowly. Cause my work time was fixted, so I had to be there before 1 p.m.
I drank a cup of milk at home and had hard time at work. My throat got worse so I couldn't teach well. In fact, I couldn't talk at all in TD1 class which was the last class on Saturday.
Meeting people who I already knew is good when I am alone at the public place such as train station. While I was ordering snack, Susan in MA1 class found me. We got on the same train and her family sat next to me. I slept a little and watched animation on my i-pod.
My brother was waiting for me at the station with his girl friend. Brother and I had Steamed pork soup with bone, some vegetables and kimchi inside.
On the next day, Complaining girl and other friend came to Busan. We had great lunch in front of the Busan University which was my school once and where I used to inline skating and study Semantic. Some buildings were changed and interior was better than before. They looked more morden and high image.
After lunch we visited Gwangan Beach where we went as our last travel. Wide Sea made us slient. Although the weather was a little cloudy and windy, my mind was so happy. I thought of you a lot and reminded how much we enjoyed the sea. We'll have the same time there soon.
See you soon in Dynamic Busan. ^^
You know how much I love swimming in the morning, especially when my condition is bad. I swam for 20 mins and shopped for 40 mins. There wasn't any room to breathe slowly. Cause my work time was fixted, so I had to be there before 1 p.m.
I drank a cup of milk at home and had hard time at work. My throat got worse so I couldn't teach well. In fact, I couldn't talk at all in TD1 class which was the last class on Saturday.
Meeting people who I already knew is good when I am alone at the public place such as train station. While I was ordering snack, Susan in MA1 class found me. We got on the same train and her family sat next to me. I slept a little and watched animation on my i-pod.
My brother was waiting for me at the station with his girl friend. Brother and I had Steamed pork soup with bone, some vegetables and kimchi inside.
On the next day, Complaining girl and other friend came to Busan. We had great lunch in front of the Busan University which was my school once and where I used to inline skating and study Semantic. Some buildings were changed and interior was better than before. They looked more morden and high image.
After lunch we visited Gwangan Beach where we went as our last travel. Wide Sea made us slient. Although the weather was a little cloudy and windy, my mind was so happy. I thought of you a lot and reminded how much we enjoyed the sea. We'll have the same time there soon.
See you soon in Dynamic Busan. ^^
Friday, November 14, 2008
The Notebook
I have never seen the movie The Notebook because I don't need to. Its a Hollwood Love story that i know I have the real thing compared to the Hollywood version.
I am so happy today. I got a new notebook cover! It has a nice clip, good planner, and best of all best stitching. I love the design so much too. I have a wonderful cover, welcome sign (which I want to hang from our door on our first house whenever we get it^^, and a great keyholder too. I like sew works a lot because its more peronal and more meaningful. I cherish these items so much and always use them well. I have a glasses case as well for my reading glasses.
I will use my planner well. I have a weekly system of needing to update my appointment and meeting plans. This will especially get busy in January when I am teaching my classes. Yikes I can't imagine working right now.
Your package made me so happy. I will eat a lot this next week so hopefully I can gain a ew weight. my dad is coming tomorrow it will be nice to see him. I really do want you to meet him someday and as you already know I would help your father and mother too.
I feel so loved honey cause I got someone so special in my life I hope that everything goes well soon. I can't wait to see my new shirt and I am going to mail you something this Tuesday or Wednesday from Hollister! I love that place
WHO.A.U hollister, Abercrombie and Fitch SAME SAME
I like the Beach look and want us to enjoy that sensation someday. Babe I Love you so much when I tell you that I am dreaming of so much things I want to do with you. Show you America, hold your hand when crossing a street or walking in the middle of any place. Dancing in Snowflakes, Laying on the Beach, and many many more.
I love writing stories, talking to you, shopping, and cooking too.
I hope you have a good time in Busan!
I am so happy today. I got a new notebook cover! It has a nice clip, good planner, and best of all best stitching. I love the design so much too. I have a wonderful cover, welcome sign (which I want to hang from our door on our first house whenever we get it^^, and a great keyholder too. I like sew works a lot because its more peronal and more meaningful. I cherish these items so much and always use them well. I have a glasses case as well for my reading glasses.
I will use my planner well. I have a weekly system of needing to update my appointment and meeting plans. This will especially get busy in January when I am teaching my classes. Yikes I can't imagine working right now.
Your package made me so happy. I will eat a lot this next week so hopefully I can gain a ew weight. my dad is coming tomorrow it will be nice to see him. I really do want you to meet him someday and as you already know I would help your father and mother too.
I feel so loved honey cause I got someone so special in my life I hope that everything goes well soon. I can't wait to see my new shirt and I am going to mail you something this Tuesday or Wednesday from Hollister! I love that place
WHO.A.U hollister, Abercrombie and Fitch SAME SAME
I like the Beach look and want us to enjoy that sensation someday. Babe I Love you so much when I tell you that I am dreaming of so much things I want to do with you. Show you America, hold your hand when crossing a street or walking in the middle of any place. Dancing in Snowflakes, Laying on the Beach, and many many more.
I love writing stories, talking to you, shopping, and cooking too.
I hope you have a good time in Busan!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
New, New, New
Honey today I made my own bank account. I just put some money, but after a year I can get a lot of interest. Because of economy depression, most of banks suggest more interest than last year. It's good news for me though.
This year, I have got lots of new things from you. Apple I-Pod, New clothing brand Abercrombi, New calling card, New body lotion and bath products, New snack from America and Letters. I love these things a lot. Especially your letter and clothes. Oh I shouldn't foret to say this: Cherry Perfume ^^
New things usually makes me excited. Cause they have things to attract people. For example, we expect a lot before we open it and our heart beats rapidly more and more. I love this feeling. What can I get this time? What does he write for me? and etc.
Everthings from you are good for me. They make me look good all the time and I can show off everywhere. Sometimes I think I am like a princess. You have treated me like a beauty in the castle all the time. No one treated me like this well. Even my parents didn't treat me like you.
I am drowning in your love and I can feel how much you love me and treat me sincerely. I'll try to take care of you more and love you more. ^^
This year, I have got lots of new things from you. Apple I-Pod, New clothing brand Abercrombi, New calling card, New body lotion and bath products, New snack from America and Letters. I love these things a lot. Especially your letter and clothes. Oh I shouldn't foret to say this: Cherry Perfume ^^
New things usually makes me excited. Cause they have things to attract people. For example, we expect a lot before we open it and our heart beats rapidly more and more. I love this feeling. What can I get this time? What does he write for me? and etc.
Everthings from you are good for me. They make me look good all the time and I can show off everywhere. Sometimes I think I am like a princess. You have treated me like a beauty in the castle all the time. No one treated me like this well. Even my parents didn't treat me like you.
I am drowning in your love and I can feel how much you love me and treat me sincerely. I'll try to take care of you more and love you more. ^^
Monday, November 10, 2008
Chasing Missoula Downtown
Today I blew off some steam. I went downtown with Peter and ended up pulling some pranks. We had a lot of fun. It reminded me of old times. I talked to Peter about relationships, life and everything thats wonderful in life.
Honey we both agree that the best things in life are worth fighting for and that's why I am never going to stop loving you ever. I don't know if you worry about that or not.
I tried on some clothes as well and think we should buy some when i get there.
I am a little tired from laughing so much. I haven't laughed so much in a long time. I hope you are having a wonderful day
There's so much more I want to say to you right now but I will write more soon!
honey one thing I am realizing though is that I don't want to return to old times because I am needing something new now.
I really hope you had a good time at work and I am so happy to talk soon!
Honey we both agree that the best things in life are worth fighting for and that's why I am never going to stop loving you ever. I don't know if you worry about that or not.
I tried on some clothes as well and think we should buy some when i get there.
I am a little tired from laughing so much. I haven't laughed so much in a long time. I hope you are having a wonderful day
There's so much more I want to say to you right now but I will write more soon!
honey one thing I am realizing though is that I don't want to return to old times because I am needing something new now.
I really hope you had a good time at work and I am so happy to talk soon!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Loopity Loop
Today I went on a long walk. I was only gone for 1 hour but I went in a figure eight. I was a little lost but it gave me some time to think. Firstly, I am looking forward to leaving my apartment. Since Paul came I have not had the time I was hoping to have. He complains and doesn't do anything.
I did some homework and I think I am pretty much done with that. Today felt like a really long day though. I saw my grandma and her sister which was really nice. They treated me to a dinner. I enjoyed talking to them because we were able to converse normally without complaining.
I am looking forward to going back to school this week. This week should be relatively easy since I have another holiday off on Tuesday!
I wanted to go home but I am not so sure I can.
Honey when you get my letter I hope you realize just how much I love you and miss you. I want to be there for you so much to help you figure out everything. I am over the moon for you and going for a walk is the only way now that I can feel ok about things.
I love you so much and hope that you have a wonderful start of the week... I can't wait for you to get my package again ^^
Honey
When I read your last story it made me a little sad because as you already know... We can face a bright future together and someday it will look brighter. I really want you to not worry about that at all. I will do everything in my power to make sure we are taken care of and living comfortably.
Lets order online soon ok! I will order and bring and or send :) just let me know what you think
lOVE YOU SO MUCH
I did some homework and I think I am pretty much done with that. Today felt like a really long day though. I saw my grandma and her sister which was really nice. They treated me to a dinner. I enjoyed talking to them because we were able to converse normally without complaining.
I am looking forward to going back to school this week. This week should be relatively easy since I have another holiday off on Tuesday!
I wanted to go home but I am not so sure I can.
Honey when you get my letter I hope you realize just how much I love you and miss you. I want to be there for you so much to help you figure out everything. I am over the moon for you and going for a walk is the only way now that I can feel ok about things.
I love you so much and hope that you have a wonderful start of the week... I can't wait for you to get my package again ^^
Honey
When I read your last story it made me a little sad because as you already know... We can face a bright future together and someday it will look brighter. I really want you to not worry about that at all. I will do everything in my power to make sure we are taken care of and living comfortably.
Lets order online soon ok! I will order and bring and or send :) just let me know what you think
lOVE YOU SO MUCH
Sweet candy or Sour lemon
Honey today I spent almost whole day with kids whom you already knew. We went to Mcdonalds and had chicken burger sets. We made hair bands and they were so happy.
After meeting them, I thought of sweet candy or sour lemon. We love eating candy so much. They are sweet and the more we eat the more we want to eat it. They attract our attention. But this is not good for our health. Especially before we go to bed, we shouldn't eat this for protecting our teeth from cavity.
On the other hand, lemon is too sour and makes us frown. The taste is terrible. Its juice is essential and it gives us vitamin a lot. So we need to eat this, not candy.
Do you know why I say about this? I think working at Yale is like lemon. This place is not good for my health but I can get regular income every month. It's enough for me to live a month and save a little bit at the bank.
Talking with Mr.J is like candy. Cause whenever we talk about something he just praises me a lot. But after talking, I have more work. This is his irony though.
Anyway at this time, I like sour lemon is better than sweet candy. And I really want to find good and better job for me, but I am a little scared. I have to leave home first and then find some place to live and then get a job again. I will need some time to accustom and make new friends again.
I won't think about future yet. I just want to think about Present now. And I will find sweet candy at work.
After meeting them, I thought of sweet candy or sour lemon. We love eating candy so much. They are sweet and the more we eat the more we want to eat it. They attract our attention. But this is not good for our health. Especially before we go to bed, we shouldn't eat this for protecting our teeth from cavity.
On the other hand, lemon is too sour and makes us frown. The taste is terrible. Its juice is essential and it gives us vitamin a lot. So we need to eat this, not candy.
Do you know why I say about this? I think working at Yale is like lemon. This place is not good for my health but I can get regular income every month. It's enough for me to live a month and save a little bit at the bank.
Talking with Mr.J is like candy. Cause whenever we talk about something he just praises me a lot. But after talking, I have more work. This is his irony though.
Anyway at this time, I like sour lemon is better than sweet candy. And I really want to find good and better job for me, but I am a little scared. I have to leave home first and then find some place to live and then get a job again. I will need some time to accustom and make new friends again.
I won't think about future yet. I just want to think about Present now. And I will find sweet candy at work.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Fog Lights
I went for a walk late at night. The air is filled with humidity and rain. Their seems to be drifting clouds ahead of me and everything is visible only if there are lights on it. Its actually kind of fun for me though.
Today I didn't do to much. I went to the Food For Thought Like I always do. I do this because I have found a food plan that would be a good thing for us. I want to make a good meal plan ideas. Its also a resturant for us later.
I did some of my homework and rested most of the day. Me and a friend of mine went shopping. I bought some jeans, and dress pants. Honey when I go to Korea I will buy good clothes with you^^ lets do more of this. Use the internet and I will help you get good things soon^^
I am slowly preparing myself for a busy coming year.
Today I am now starting to get tired unfortunately. I have a lot more to do and I am just happy I have one more day.
Honey I hope that this work week goes well. It should be an easy one I hope. As you said in your last post. Don't care about not doing some work. Mr. J is lame and he deserves to get bad things because of his stupidity and lack of working concept.
I am getting excited to being with you again soon
love you so much
XOXO
I will write more again soon as always.
Today I didn't do to much. I went to the Food For Thought Like I always do. I do this because I have found a food plan that would be a good thing for us. I want to make a good meal plan ideas. Its also a resturant for us later.
I did some of my homework and rested most of the day. Me and a friend of mine went shopping. I bought some jeans, and dress pants. Honey when I go to Korea I will buy good clothes with you^^ lets do more of this. Use the internet and I will help you get good things soon^^
I am slowly preparing myself for a busy coming year.
Today I am now starting to get tired unfortunately. I have a lot more to do and I am just happy I have one more day.
Honey I hope that this work week goes well. It should be an easy one I hope. As you said in your last post. Don't care about not doing some work. Mr. J is lame and he deserves to get bad things because of his stupidity and lack of working concept.
I am getting excited to being with you again soon
love you so much
XOXO
I will write more again soon as always.
Daily Report on Nov 7th.
I slept very well last night. I watched TV a little bit in the morning and swam a lot. Mom and I went downtown and found some good clothes. When she wore them, she looked younger and more elegant than her age. I was so happy to treat her and see her smile.
Next, we went to Lotte Mart to buy some cosmatic and food. A bottle of milk, a packet of candies, two packets of caramel and so on. Before we left there, we arrived at Sale zone and I bought a beige jumper with fur hood. It was so smooth, soft and warm. Honey sorry, this is my impulse buying but I know I would wear this jumper a lot. Maybe whole winter time.
As I told you on the phone, I wore your pink abercrombi knit today. It's thin but warm and comfortable. I think I have to buy more this types of clothes before you come here. There are no stores such as Hollister and Abercrombi. I don't want to order on the internet through another purchaser. If they want to sell imitation, we can't check if it's original or not.
Shopping has been getting one of my favorites since you left here. I had spent almost every weekend with you here. So I have only a few friends around me and they all live far from here.
If you come here, we can enjoy this more and I won't fall in love with internet shopping again. haha
Next, we went to Lotte Mart to buy some cosmatic and food. A bottle of milk, a packet of candies, two packets of caramel and so on. Before we left there, we arrived at Sale zone and I bought a beige jumper with fur hood. It was so smooth, soft and warm. Honey sorry, this is my impulse buying but I know I would wear this jumper a lot. Maybe whole winter time.
As I told you on the phone, I wore your pink abercrombi knit today. It's thin but warm and comfortable. I think I have to buy more this types of clothes before you come here. There are no stores such as Hollister and Abercrombi. I don't want to order on the internet through another purchaser. If they want to sell imitation, we can't check if it's original or not.
Shopping has been getting one of my favorites since you left here. I had spent almost every weekend with you here. So I have only a few friends around me and they all live far from here.
If you come here, we can enjoy this more and I won't fall in love with internet shopping again. haha
Friday, November 7, 2008
Meeting old friends
I met my best friend Peter yesterday. WE don't fight so I am happy that at least one of my friends still knows how to laugh around here with me. We went downtown and had a few drinks and some food and I went to bed too late. I felt sickly in the morning but was ok. I went to school and studied for 3 hours and got my homework underway. I now know how to do it! I will do it this weekend and spend the most part resting.
When I was with Peter I thought of all the good times I used to have. Honey~someday I may want to make him best man.
I am sorry I couldn't talk with you much yesterday I was surprised at how many things happened at once.
After my studying I went back home and cleaned the kitchen, bathroom, mailed a letter again and watched some tv.
Meeting old friends is so nice but I am looking forward to begining my future soon.
I read your story and honey I don't want you to feel that. Our stories are honest. Sometimes they are good and sometimes so so. I am happy we have here to share our secrets, our letters, our phone calls and soon in person too. We are so meant for each other.
Jeff is gone so does that mean Mr. J will teach now?
Honey, I finish this story after I talked to you earlier today. I know that there are a lot of things going on in your life that are making you feel so stressed. As always I just want to do whatever it is that I can to alleviate those pressures. I am so happy thinking of everything.
I want us to get nice clothes so we feel warmer more comfortable and just feel better. I will watch tv and rest soon. LOVE YOU SO MUCH
When I was with Peter I thought of all the good times I used to have. Honey~someday I may want to make him best man.
I am sorry I couldn't talk with you much yesterday I was surprised at how many things happened at once.
After my studying I went back home and cleaned the kitchen, bathroom, mailed a letter again and watched some tv.
Meeting old friends is so nice but I am looking forward to begining my future soon.
I read your story and honey I don't want you to feel that. Our stories are honest. Sometimes they are good and sometimes so so. I am happy we have here to share our secrets, our letters, our phone calls and soon in person too. We are so meant for each other.
Jeff is gone so does that mean Mr. J will teach now?
Honey, I finish this story after I talked to you earlier today. I know that there are a lot of things going on in your life that are making you feel so stressed. As always I just want to do whatever it is that I can to alleviate those pressures. I am so happy thinking of everything.
I want us to get nice clothes so we feel warmer more comfortable and just feel better. I will watch tv and rest soon. LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Working like a cow is doing like a dumb.
Cold wind is blowing from the North. It's almost onset of the winter. We called this "Ipdong". It means beginning of winter.
After this, I had the test to go to University when I was a high school student. The weather was so cold and my test was ruined because of cold and warm air in the classroom.
Last year, I rarely caught a cold because of your help. We tried to eat healthy food and stay warm. When I was cold, you hugged me, made me wear warm clothes and took care of me so much. I think I will remind this every winter. Because it's one of important memories of mine.
Today I swam a lot and after swimming I felt dizzy a little bit. But I didn't care about this. At work, when I had break time, I felt slight headache. I know I will be better soon though. Tomorrow morning, I would tell you I am ok, so don't worry.
While Jeff was teaching MB3 class, Viki and I ordered friend chicken. When we just ate chicken, Mr. J came to the video room and started to complain about Miss Jeong. I couldn't understand, cause she has already made lots of mistakes, so he didn't need to explain about her mistakes at all at that time.
I thought it was just excuse. He would want to check ou break time. The more kids dropped the academy, the more he cares about our teaching skills and tests. I think some of kids quit there due to lots of homework which they can do at all in fixed time.
We shared chicken without treating him. Nowadays he just played in the classroom and Mr.J didn't touch him at all. His policy was so weird. If we work hard, he just ignores us. If we work harder, he tries to make us work harder and harder like a cow in the farm.
I really want to change this system. He doesn't know how to treat kids, especially young kids. If you and I set up our own academy, we will teach kids very well, but we won't earn money well. cause we don't have that kinds of skill at all. haha
There was a saying in Korea. "Work like a deligent cow and spend your money like a prime minister" I don't like this saying. Although we don't work hard, we can earn money and if we work under Mr.J, it was CWOT. Whenever we work hard, he expects more and more.
Let's work like a wise cat and spend money useful. Let's try not to work hard especially after work because of telephone teaching and syllabus.
After this, I had the test to go to University when I was a high school student. The weather was so cold and my test was ruined because of cold and warm air in the classroom.
Last year, I rarely caught a cold because of your help. We tried to eat healthy food and stay warm. When I was cold, you hugged me, made me wear warm clothes and took care of me so much. I think I will remind this every winter. Because it's one of important memories of mine.
Today I swam a lot and after swimming I felt dizzy a little bit. But I didn't care about this. At work, when I had break time, I felt slight headache. I know I will be better soon though. Tomorrow morning, I would tell you I am ok, so don't worry.
While Jeff was teaching MB3 class, Viki and I ordered friend chicken. When we just ate chicken, Mr. J came to the video room and started to complain about Miss Jeong. I couldn't understand, cause she has already made lots of mistakes, so he didn't need to explain about her mistakes at all at that time.
I thought it was just excuse. He would want to check ou break time. The more kids dropped the academy, the more he cares about our teaching skills and tests. I think some of kids quit there due to lots of homework which they can do at all in fixed time.
We shared chicken without treating him. Nowadays he just played in the classroom and Mr.J didn't touch him at all. His policy was so weird. If we work hard, he just ignores us. If we work harder, he tries to make us work harder and harder like a cow in the farm.
I really want to change this system. He doesn't know how to treat kids, especially young kids. If you and I set up our own academy, we will teach kids very well, but we won't earn money well. cause we don't have that kinds of skill at all. haha
There was a saying in Korea. "Work like a deligent cow and spend your money like a prime minister" I don't like this saying. Although we don't work hard, we can earn money and if we work under Mr.J, it was CWOT. Whenever we work hard, he expects more and more.
Let's work like a wise cat and spend money useful. Let's try not to work hard especially after work because of telephone teaching and syllabus.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Chilling in the heat waiting for watermellons
I couldn't think of a good title. Today I am mainly just staying at home and enjoying the warmth by the heater. It actually works unlike my old house.
School is going alright. I am struggling a little but nothing I can't figure out. This weekend I will finish a lot of homework and hopefully have some time to rest as well. I will be so happy when school is over.
I want nothing more than to go on trips and lay around with you... we got to do that a lot.
Today I went to the post office, watched a movie, studied for three hours and tried to not smile at my second best friend.
I am reading a little about Korea right now too for my class and I hope it will help me write a paper faster. I am not looking forward to writing a paper soon.
Today I also prepared for my contract in Korea. Honey I think this week you will be surprised. you got a package today, you will get a letter in a few days and you will also get a package in 7-10 days. Then you will get me in a month.
I can't tell you how much I love you. I think most of my friends stopped hanging out with me because I talk about you so much. J/k
Unfortunately I just don't get to see any of my friends anymore. I have seen Peter the most other than Paul and he was gone for all but this week.
honey as I prepare to go to bed I count my blessings that I have you in my life. You make everything I am working for all the worthwhile. You make me fight more.
I am a strawberry and you are a watermellon together we are the best STARBURST^^
School is going alright. I am struggling a little but nothing I can't figure out. This weekend I will finish a lot of homework and hopefully have some time to rest as well. I will be so happy when school is over.
I want nothing more than to go on trips and lay around with you... we got to do that a lot.
Today I went to the post office, watched a movie, studied for three hours and tried to not smile at my second best friend.
I am reading a little about Korea right now too for my class and I hope it will help me write a paper faster. I am not looking forward to writing a paper soon.
Today I also prepared for my contract in Korea. Honey I think this week you will be surprised. you got a package today, you will get a letter in a few days and you will also get a package in 7-10 days. Then you will get me in a month.
I can't tell you how much I love you. I think most of my friends stopped hanging out with me because I talk about you so much. J/k
Unfortunately I just don't get to see any of my friends anymore. I have seen Peter the most other than Paul and he was gone for all but this week.
honey as I prepare to go to bed I count my blessings that I have you in my life. You make everything I am working for all the worthwhile. You make me fight more.
I am a strawberry and you are a watermellon together we are the best STARBURST^^
Monday, November 3, 2008
lamb chops
Today was a very easy day! I only had one class and spent most of the day relaxing. I went on a hike and prepared for what most likely will be a busy last part of the month.
I am so excited to getting ready to going back to Korea. I think so much of this and sometimes I do feel sad because I do feel like I may have done wrong but my time is almost finished here so its getting better.
I made a good dinner it was tasty and I hope to do this for you. When you come here we can enjoy good food like this all the time.
I want to go on more hikes too! I really hope we can go together more.
Now I will just rest and relax a little before I go to bed. There's so much I want to tell you.
I know this is such a short story but I just wanted to tell you how much I love you and I will write more soon!
I am so excited to getting ready to going back to Korea. I think so much of this and sometimes I do feel sad because I do feel like I may have done wrong but my time is almost finished here so its getting better.
I made a good dinner it was tasty and I hope to do this for you. When you come here we can enjoy good food like this all the time.
I want to go on more hikes too! I really hope we can go together more.
Now I will just rest and relax a little before I go to bed. There's so much I want to tell you.
I know this is such a short story but I just wanted to tell you how much I love you and I will write more soon!
Love from Missoula, Montana
Oh honey, finally I got your mail. It contained one letter, one card and one picture. It was your baby picture. I loved it so much and now I am so happy to have it.
I noticed how much you love me and think of me every time, day, and month. I can't say how much I love you with written language.
Thank you so much. I was so so today because of Mr.J. He always make us feel bad and gives us more work than we can do everyday. You saved me today.
During my break, I got this from Miss Jung. She didn't say anything and just gave this to me. I was preparing my classes and a little surprised. My surprise changed happiness ASAP.
I couldn't read at work because some kids interruped me with their homework checking.
I loved reading your mail, letters and seeing your picture. You were smiling in the picture looking at me. haha
I AM SO HAPPY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOREVER. WE ARE PERFECT. ^^
I noticed how much you love me and think of me every time, day, and month. I can't say how much I love you with written language.
Thank you so much. I was so so today because of Mr.J. He always make us feel bad and gives us more work than we can do everyday. You saved me today.
During my break, I got this from Miss Jung. She didn't say anything and just gave this to me. I was preparing my classes and a little surprised. My surprise changed happiness ASAP.
I couldn't read at work because some kids interruped me with their homework checking.
I loved reading your mail, letters and seeing your picture. You were smiling in the picture looking at me. haha
I AM SO HAPPY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOREVER. WE ARE PERFECT. ^^
Mt.Juwang was so beautiful
I got up early in the morning because of sickness. My father's condition was bad, too. We all caught cold so I thought we wouldn't climb a mountain although we already made a plan about this. But father wanted to go there and feel fresh air and look beautiful scenery. The news reporter said that this week would be the best day to see yellow and red leaves.
We left home at 8:10 a.m. Nobody knew where the mountain was so we looked at the map and tried to find it. Sometimes we lost but finally we arrived there. There were lots of cars there already. It looked almost over 1000 cars. People walked like a fish in the river. They walked here and there and it looked like a line because of their colorful clothes.
We rode a shuttle bus from parking lot to enterance of the mountain. It took for 15 mins. I was packed like a sandwich. When I went to the restroom, there was a long line. Someone without any concept in their head was cutting in the line. Mom was so angry because of this, but I didn't say anything cause I wanted to save my energy. They were not worth talking.
Father brought a map and it showed us there were lots of trails and peaks. We went to Mr.Juwang and it took for an hour. But we all didn't have good condition so we took rest a lot and ate lunch before we arrived on top of the mountain. It was windy and cloudy.
The more I climbed, the more everything looked little. Finally, the bus on the road looked like an ant. So small. I could hide the bus with my one finger. The mountain was wearing colorful clothes here and there, but because of the drought, some trees dried up.
The top of the mountain was like a small back yard. I was a little disappointed. As soon as we arrived there we went down and took rest. After climbing, we went toward the waterfall. There were three different types of waterfall. The first waterfall was great. It was located near big rocks and the water was clear.
We walked more to see the second waterfall. There wasn't enough water there. So the waterfall looked like a little stream. I washed my hand and It was so cold like ice. My legs didn't want to move anymore so I had to drag them.
At 3 we went to the shuttle bus stop, but already lots of people were waiting for bus. We waited for 40 mins and drove for 2 hours to come back home. I was too tired to sit on my computer. There were several pictures in my phone, but they were all not good. I regret not to bring my camera which is in Busan right now.
Next time, I want to enjoy the scenery slowly than yesterday. Climbing in fall is a good way to get rid of stress from work. So I am trying to go and see the leaves everyweek.
We left home at 8:10 a.m. Nobody knew where the mountain was so we looked at the map and tried to find it. Sometimes we lost but finally we arrived there. There were lots of cars there already. It looked almost over 1000 cars. People walked like a fish in the river. They walked here and there and it looked like a line because of their colorful clothes.
We rode a shuttle bus from parking lot to enterance of the mountain. It took for 15 mins. I was packed like a sandwich. When I went to the restroom, there was a long line. Someone without any concept in their head was cutting in the line. Mom was so angry because of this, but I didn't say anything cause I wanted to save my energy. They were not worth talking.
Father brought a map and it showed us there were lots of trails and peaks. We went to Mr.Juwang and it took for an hour. But we all didn't have good condition so we took rest a lot and ate lunch before we arrived on top of the mountain. It was windy and cloudy.
The more I climbed, the more everything looked little. Finally, the bus on the road looked like an ant. So small. I could hide the bus with my one finger. The mountain was wearing colorful clothes here and there, but because of the drought, some trees dried up.
The top of the mountain was like a small back yard. I was a little disappointed. As soon as we arrived there we went down and took rest. After climbing, we went toward the waterfall. There were three different types of waterfall. The first waterfall was great. It was located near big rocks and the water was clear.
We walked more to see the second waterfall. There wasn't enough water there. So the waterfall looked like a little stream. I washed my hand and It was so cold like ice. My legs didn't want to move anymore so I had to drag them.
At 3 we went to the shuttle bus stop, but already lots of people were waiting for bus. We waited for 40 mins and drove for 2 hours to come back home. I was too tired to sit on my computer. There were several pictures in my phone, but they were all not good. I regret not to bring my camera which is in Busan right now.
Next time, I want to enjoy the scenery slowly than yesterday. Climbing in fall is a good way to get rid of stress from work. So I am trying to go and see the leaves everyweek.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Weekend Break
This Tuesday its election day and another holiday for me! It will also mean a change for this country. I voted for Obama because I really want America to represent a new change. I also voted for him because I feel his policies will make it better for us to live together here in America.
This weekend I cleaned up my house some more, fixed my computer a little and am thinking about going and getting a haircut. I havent gotten a haircut since I got back and want to get one before I see you so you aren't surprised.
School is going to keep me busy I have a lot of things to do this week but I am going to be happy when its all said and done! After getting my haircut I am going to go get my picture taken. I need to get some photos. I will send you one!
Honey~ I saw Peter for the first time and am happy to say he is still a good friend of mine. I am mad at my other friends a little though cause I can't believe how they are acting. Steve has a house he doesn't pay rent at all and Peter is living there and having to pay even though he is one of Steve's best friends. Steve is also so rich because his family owns a bank. I think he is so strange lately.
my house is alright. Paul can be a lot to deal with sometimes and as I told you I was surprised that I had to act like a tough guy with him once.
I hope his friend is ok cause I don't want to get angry again.
I miss you so much and think about you more than I write. Right now, its 11 in the morning and I think its usually 10 in the morning but now we are in DAYLIGHT savings time which I don't like at all.
I will write more soon right now I am going to fix my i-pod and computer.
Talk soon
XOXO
This weekend I cleaned up my house some more, fixed my computer a little and am thinking about going and getting a haircut. I havent gotten a haircut since I got back and want to get one before I see you so you aren't surprised.
School is going to keep me busy I have a lot of things to do this week but I am going to be happy when its all said and done! After getting my haircut I am going to go get my picture taken. I need to get some photos. I will send you one!
Honey~ I saw Peter for the first time and am happy to say he is still a good friend of mine. I am mad at my other friends a little though cause I can't believe how they are acting. Steve has a house he doesn't pay rent at all and Peter is living there and having to pay even though he is one of Steve's best friends. Steve is also so rich because his family owns a bank. I think he is so strange lately.
my house is alright. Paul can be a lot to deal with sometimes and as I told you I was surprised that I had to act like a tough guy with him once.
I hope his friend is ok cause I don't want to get angry again.
I miss you so much and think about you more than I write. Right now, its 11 in the morning and I think its usually 10 in the morning but now we are in DAYLIGHT savings time which I don't like at all.
I will write more soon right now I am going to fix my i-pod and computer.
Talk soon
XOXO
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