Winter time

I am trapped in my house and its due to the coming of Snow. I find it odd that it has come this late but finally here it is. I ran to the school today for the first time and thought I wasnt going to make it because it was so cold. I went because Park wanted to have breakfast and it was my last time I will run down the windy snowy streets of Missoula for food.


I stayed at my home most of the day packing and preparing for my trip to go back home which may come as late as Monday now. Its hard to believe that school is over. I really hope that the snow melts fastly because I would like to go for a walk again. I don't want to go out at all now.


My room is looking pretty bare and I am smiling^^

I want to move into my new home where I truly would like to make it my better half's home as well someday.

I have been thinking about a lot of things lately. I was looking back at all the memories that happened in the past 3 months. Its hard to believe I used to be riding a bike to school to using my two cars of my two roommates.


When I get to Korea it is my hope to create a new blog. Honey its my belief that you can sell your quilt works, and our writing can open up more doors. I am reading my friends blog to get some ideas and think that we can create an amazing thing filled with stories, our love, and our ideas for our building blocks of our future.


Honey less than 10 days until I get to see you. I am so happy to think this. I will never again make you sad when I write and I will try more to use what I learned here.


I will go to bed soon as I sit here and wait for you. I hope your Sunday has been fun and you were able to get the answers you wanted. Love you so much
talk to you soon

My one and only True Sa Rang hae

I thought Missoula would give me some answers that I had been asking myself for a while. I came back to Missoula 4 months ago making a new start after spending time in Korea. Tomorrow is probably the last day I will be in Missoula for a long time. I am Looking forward to leaving actually. Its time I move on. I have said goodbye to everything I want to remember in Missoula. When I return again I want to be with Shuske and wander aimlessly and just enjoy the great feelings Missoula is capable of.


I am going home now. I will go home to unpack, re-pack and say goodbye to Kalispell, my hometown. This is very important to me and kind of sad because I really don't care if i ever return there.

I am ready to go back to Korea and make the best possible future there could ever be. I know that I am lucky, I just haven't realized it yet. My future is shining bright and I want to do all I can do in order to make our future burn brightly. My vision has always been cloudy but I have found someone who makes me see clearly.


I go to bed tonight after re arranging my room for the last time. I have packed a lot of things and will finish to do this tomorrow...

Nothing else matters to me now than building a future and creating joy in the best source of happiness in my life. There's no boundary's. I love you so much and in 7 days I will be closer to you than now. you're all I think of and care about.

Standing Tall

I am done with school again. I will only go back to school if I am to go with you to a grad program in the future. I had a long day that I would just as soon forget. my roommate fixe his car after I bought him the part. He seem to be ungrateful because he complained so much about me afterwards. I almost punched him in the face. Honey I am sure he is going nuts.


I feel pressure living here and dealing with my friends who seem to be immature and have strange views of me. Honey to be brutally honest the only thing that keeps me standing Tall is You.


Honey I love you so much. Part of the reason I love you so much is because you can make me go from feeling terrible to feeling so high. When you kiss me I will probably die and feel like going to heaven.

my new roommate is cool. he can be weird but he is more understanding and more fun that Paul. I feel so bad for Paul.

Today he didn't want to go get money using his change. Honey he has no money but he many coins. he could have paid for a 3 dollar movie easy but he refused because he was afraid of his image in public. Its weird because when he goes out with me he only wears sandals and a t-shirt with sweatpants. Its funny he cares about how he spends his money but not how he looks. I hope you can see what I am talking about.


Anyways, after monday I will be done for sure. I will turn in my work as it is and be able to move on with things.


I am going to start our new blog soon too!

Love you so much and I will write again soon

12/6/2008

Nick

Kim-Palmer

MY Darling Babe
You are the foundation that holds me up. I adore you so much and you ignite my passion when all is missing from me.

Coming of December

Honey your story made me sad a little. Sometimes I feel if I didnt leave you wouldn't be feeling this. I worry a lot about your health because you shouldn't have to feel so bad a lot. Honey I don't sleep well at night I cry too much because I left you. I shouldn't tell you this but I tell you because I care so much. I truly never want you to feel that way again. I have been praying for my nightmare to end ----where I can just stay with you and not care about anything else.


I hope you don't feel sad reading this story now. When I am coming in a few weeks at most I will have such a wonderful time with you. I have so much things to look forward to and I don't want you to worry now. Honey I am the happiest man in the world cause of you and I just want to make everything right for you. I don't want you to feel badness. I wish I could make your headache go away and if I didn't leave I would have helped.



Honey very soon I will be there and I will be able to do more than I can now. I have so many good dreams for us that everything is possible and we will have a good time.


I am sorry I haven't been able to talk to you much. I was sad msotly cause I couldn't talk to you. my mom and brother were ok but it was hard to not be able to wake up to you.

Babe I can't express to you how much I love you all I know is that this is the month tat I have wanted for long time I never want to leave you again.


I love you so much don't worry please. Honey I will come asap. I just feel so happy that I got you with me. I miss you and just want you to be happy..

Honey I got so much to tell you soon

talk soon

love you

Sickness

Honey, I've had a headache for a week. I really hope I am better but my headache doesn't leave me at all. I don't know why I have still a slight headache. I already took medicine, slept a lot and eat enough but it's so so. I think because of cold I have dizzy and headache.

Did you have good time with your mom and brother? I had good time with my brother. He came home on Saturday and we went out to see a movie. I saw "007 Quantum of Solace". It was good, but I was too tired to pay attention this movie.

Today I sewed a lot. I made two Christmas cards for your parents. I am still making your brother's. I love sewing and seeing my quilt works but my right index finger hurt and have injury. It will be cured soon.

Tomorrow morning, I will be happier than today. Cause I will use your Cherry blossom body products. ^^ Every kids would ask me to use what kind of perfum. It smells so sweet and lovely like you.

December is around the corner. This month is the happiest month we will have and we will do lots of things together soon. I can't wait to see you honey. The weather is colder, we will love more each other. ^^

I really miss your bosom too much. LOVE YOU HONEY. talk soon.

Kalispell

Today I have been home for the first time in 3 months or more. I have only been hoem for a total of 10 days in the last 2 years. Its always kind of shocking for me to come home and witness how much things have changed.

My cousin and I noticed a for sale sign on the house which means anyone can buy it if they want it. My mom hopes to be moved out here in the next year. The house looks a lot different too.


The rooms are clean, a little empty and changed. My mom changed my room without asking me which makes me a little perturbed. I am getting rid of more things though. I am also packing my personal things here so if my mom moves I can put them in a storage for our future living. I am excited for this.


Honey, I cleaned the house today, I sold my old computer (the one I had in Korea) and got 100 dollars for it! I am happy because I made some money now. I want to sell more things. I think I have a date with Hollister again soon :)


I am too addicted to shopping. Tomorrow I will eat with my mom and brother. I hope it goes fast. Mom is cooking a turkey even though there's only 3 of us. She has been at work all day too so I haven't talked to her much.

Dad was fine. He bought us breakfast and just talked a while. I think I will see him again on Saturday when I am going back to Missoula. On the way back I will see my cousin. I am excited for that. Honey as I told you I have great cousins and hope you can meet them soon.


I am a little tired today now because I did a lot of work around the house. Washed the dishes, went to the post office, sold my computer, and now will cook some food cause I am starving.


Love you so much.

Kalispell is good but I am looking forward to getting back to Missoula, and even more importantly YOU.

Endevearing to be Closer to You

Today was my last real weekend in November. I will be going home this week to be basically saying goodbye to Kalispell. Its going to be kind of ironic but I think that this week will be my last time in Kalispell for a long time. I may go back to fly out of the airport soon but its the last time I will be calling it home. I believe my mom will move out soon.


I hope that this last 10 day of school is smooth. I don't want to be in school anymore. The next time I want to be in school is to be studying by your side. Honey I want to share college life together. I want the two of us to live comfortably studying something important and enjoying the nice atmosphere that the University has.

This week went by so fast. I think this last week will even be faster. I only have two days of school and then I will be able to visit some cousins of mine and see my family. I am sorry but I can't use the computer at all for a few days :(

I will write many stories though about Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is something that I want you to enjoy with me someday. Its a good setting for family. Our family^^

Tonight I am just going to rest and relax. I have to go to campus early tomorrow because Paul finally has a job and will get up early tomorrow. I won't be able to talk a lot tomorrow I am afraid.


Our future is going to be so full of happiness, I know that the economy and everything isn't as promising but Our Love will make us endure and beat any challenges we face. As always, I have so much Love for you my face is glowing with happiness all the time because of you (*__*). When you go to bed tonight just think happy thoughts and don't care about bad things.


honey when I see you I want to teach you billiards, swim more, hike, everything *~*

talk soon honey